Photo Shoot with Erika + Walking a km

I was headed home from a worthless spending of money on transportation (we had no classes, except for some finals requirements thing) when I saw Arian and some other friends (Ekay and Mel) at my last stop before going home ~ which is the tryk terminal. :p

Turns out that they are going out for a photography session for Ekay's elective. Good thing I was wearing some kind of coverup to save myself from humiliation with the uniform that we had to be wearing. (Which was hideous. ESPECIALLY that I have no shoes to at least alleviate its chicness or something.)

We saw many snails around every bush gracing the aisles of our territorial landmark, and ooh - they can really make you have chills! We took pictures mostly of things around us, and I tell you, they're all very artsy and creative. I adore 3sh's shots the most, maybe because of the style the photographer used.

Parting ways happened when they are about to move to another place for their shoot. It was twilight again, so I pursued to go home. Since it was halfway through to our door, I decided to walk instead that I'll save money this time.

I just joined PLURK // eat all you can at ortigas! :D

*after months of being insisted of joining, I finally joined PLURK and had my Karma up to 8.++ as of now... to compute, it's after 4 hours? I hope it's a good start. :D*

Yesterday, we went to Ortigas through a bus ride from Calamba, Laguna. We were supposed to log just in front of the mall when the bus wouldn't stop from running. Turns out, the MMDA has set rules that the next stop after Mantrade in their bus route would be in front of POEA, under the flyover roads!

Anyway, my family and I tried to have a meal in Megamall, in one of the stores with the promo, Eat-All-You-Can... :) At least, we arrived on time, just minutes before the Rominas arrived. They were there with tita Elvie's sister. Disturbingly, Krizzia and Cindy had the same clothes! The difference? Their style. I was laughing hard when I saw the two of them.. XP

After our meal, I was so full my tummy almost burst. It was very hard to walk. I never knew that I'd reach the other side of the mall in my pace. haha, weird, but true. :) Then after some time deciding that we leave, we headed to the overpass. Since there are only two bus stops south bound of the Sta. Cruz Laguna bus trip, we headed again to POEA where we boarded the bus.

I'm telling you, we did not get tired, but our full stomach turned average at that rate.

currently here at school.

We're studying html today, like we did when we were seniors...and yes, there's a desire to stand out by using MS Frontpage for more options and all. Too bad, it was already deleted from my program files since we reformatted our pc... Through chat last night, he was at least making efforts to make it available, for me (and my selfish desires.)

This day is as boring as ever - contrary to what I was expecting last night. I was busy trying to review for our lessons and at least read our handouts for anticipated quizzes as announced by our instructors. I woke up early just to be on time (and I was already panicky knowing that there's only 5 minutes left before 7:30.) As I climb up the plight of stairs to the room at the end of the hallway, I found myself almost alone. I was the third one to land my feet on our class's grounds.

What turned out to happen was:

1. Our first instructor did not attend class. What we did instead was finish errands for our clearances and had our test permits imprinted with the final seal needed. (It was the best time, I must say. Just this afternoon, our corridors were filled with people too many to be accommodated.)
2. We were given a chance to choose: either to make our finals' test I and record it as quiz or we take the quiz without any studying done. We chose the former, but it's like as if we chose the wrong one. There was an imminent response from him, mind you, saying, "Dapat sigurado kayo sa pinili niyo a?"
3. My handout in this third subjectwas already wet for all the times I was handling (and reading) it as we run duties from up and down the stairs.
4. We just had our final class in PE and it was pen-and-paper style - with one simple instruction: list down everything you learned during the sem.

Much for that, I realized, I need to savor every moment... I need to make it last because it would be the last week that this semester would last.

The day we spoke to each other again.

This week's some kind of a H*ll ride. To start off,my Sunday was unexpectedly surprising - we went to church at Los Baños, at GBC where Ji goes to church at. (Of course, his dad leads the whole church and preaches there).

Then it all came back to one sweet smile, with the greeting of Hi. He was holding Joshua then. It all came back as if nothing happened.

He told Esther that he's just being civil. I don't know what to expect. haha.

we're texting each other...(at least until tuesday)

nvm

I just got home tonight from a very long day. The transport group just imposed a strike to the mass and I was eagerly wanting to have our classes suspended since I am not ready [or am I just never ready?] to undergo the process of skills demonstration of taking the blood pressure. What I was having problems of was that I couldn't hear the Korotkoff sounds which are produced by the blood as it hits the arteries with its wave. It turned out that my stethoscope was closed whatever. nevermind. I have to sleep.

who EVER made such decision?!

Just this morning, I was out of the first group which I was supposed to be in! I hate it when it happened - that my group mates and I be separated from each and every one from the group I used to be with, and from the CI whom I have grown close to.. XC

Much to my surprise was someone's overwhelming reaction to my moving out moment. He even motioned to go on bended knees, which is I think for fun only. O.o Then my critics [?!] have been laughing off because they knew I wanted NOT to move out, all eyes were staring with various emotions wanting me to be more quiet.

This morning, after the grievous announcement, I have tried to compensate for the loneliness by being comfortable with my new CI and my new group mates who are also actually part of my clique. I even tricked Ms. Nucup to admit that she still does bar hopping and all! haha. Stupid me! XD [she actually fell for it..XP]

There's a new dean, and in the process of disseminating facts through all the staff of our school, we had an early dismissal, 2 hours before our official end of classes, and we had to eat lunch, so we had 3 hours spent for extracurricular activities.

What we did was we went to Sheryl's place and ate free, sumptuous meal; played around with each other and with the baby, watched Miss Universe [which did not include our country's bet] and prepared for whatever we had to do before heading out to school...

Before moving up into a jitney, we were startled to have like more than one bus parked beside the market. We asked in which 'school' were they from, and we like fainted for one's answer: "CEU".

Back to Sheryl's house, the dilemma of either cutting classes or going back was raised because it has been so much of an idle time we just wanted to rest and sleep. We went back anyway since we were worried [or am I the only one?] of quizzes usually given at the following subjects about to take place...but everybody knows we did ample discussion and were given assignments for future topics to be reported. How rude.

During our last period, we were missing Ms. Susa that we were comparing the replacement to her. Well, I couldn't argue with that since it's really evident that our former CI is much better. To kick things off, Girlyn and I were passing notes on lyrics about being heartbroken. Boredom rules! hahaha.. and it's a good sign that I am NOT HEARTBROKEN anymore because I have found my joy. [and where did I just get that?!]

Before going home, I just had to have some treats! What I did get for myself was box of 3 of Gonuts Donuts which opened just recently. It's really very delightful, and I had to be grateful for having done so. I enjoyed my night. XD [pg alert!]

Then there's Enzo, whom Girlyn's tears were falling out for...

I can never refuse to have such a dream! XD

Introducing the new Sony Ericsson C905!! T_T

8 MP?! I wouldn't dare ask for more! O_O

yeah, and I should dream on!

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can't sleep!

would you imagine I actually slept late last night like 11 pm already and have risen at 2am?! It's earlier that I am actually awake because I'm having some discomfort knowing that I haven't studied for our return demo regarding vital signs! hahaha...

After my study from 2-4, I tried to sleep like in one hour so that I could regain my energy and something else I need, but that doesn't help much because I was having like butterflies in my stomach and was cold, so I thought I need to relax a bit, and here I was updating my blog! [Talk about addiction.]

You may ask why, but it was because we bought my own stethoscope in Bambang, where everywhere I look is like a store with medical supplies only and you cannot look at other places without seeing any medical equipment! hahaha...

Good thing we have bought what we should at the right place, I might say, since the store dealer was suggesting us not the expensive one but the best one when it comes to quality. :D It was Baxtel. In the first store that we went, the only suggestion was that the more expensive a set was, it is more durable and all...

Anyway, my mom and I also have bought a pair of white shoes since the one I am using is actually almost torn to pieces right away... o.o

various mishaps! o.o

Tuesday is PE day, however I think we would have to reschedule the course because of some reason out there nobody even knows of, I think. We had badminton class, in which I scored only 94% unlike most of the other students who got 100%! My trio even discarded my existence because they are all so excited in playing and all...

It was such a shame because I can actually hit the shuttle cock, yet it doesn't seem to go right whenever things are graded... o.o We even learned this footwork that I have to study since it doesn't come out from me naturally.

Earlier, we were supposed to report on Aristotle's concept of the human person. If I were to base my reports in our book, it's actually something not that sensible enough that's why I have to consult other places like the library and the internet for some sources. Our report by the way is delayed for next time, Friday this week.

In my Basic IT class, another shameful thing was done , but I have to confess that it's something none of us should consider doing. T_T Talk about something else but this! T_T

Filipino was the usual, good thing it was THAT entertaining since our topic was about Francisco Balagtas' "Labindalawang Sugat ng Puso". We even made our own rendition of heart-breaking poems, and I have come to talk about Carmichael. Weird.

Maybe it was because Verlie and I have been talking about high school mishaps like having to disregard UP...and JR reminded me of my past almost lover named Car... haha. It was that hard to consider of getting rid of because he's something who has somehow made my life change in small ways. And then there's first things.

I actually don't want to talk about boys.

T_T

Why the tag katakawan? It's because Girlyn treated us (Phi Viet, Princess, Monica, Emmanuel Paolo, Angelico and Mark) to Beanstalk out of nowhere. Only Nica was absent from the company from LSC. I actually ate so much I think I have eaten enough until tomorrows activities, however I am already so tired due to my whole-day schedule. GREAT thing it's already Wednesday tomorrow...

Can I actually mention Mark treated me to Garlic Bread and fares from our school to my house, in addition to him carrying my luggage...good dog! ;) Turns out well that I have made some friend even during last sem.. :D

I was back! XD

Yes, it had been long since I haven't got back to LB, with my friends. I think the last time was June 9 because we actually planned something in such a short notice, I might say. :)

Anyway, it has been one heck of a day since I actually got up from bed at around 11 am, and therefore did things later than the appointed time... I have even missed out on doing actual things lately. Too lazy to do them, but I am having a hard time coping up to my daily deeds...

And yes, I was back at LB just this afternoon, with my mom, who's the reason why I was able to go. Though my original plan was to spend time with my friends and do stuff like photocopying of our topic [it's way cheaper in LB maybe because there are so many competitors] but I missed out on doing it [like I said earlier] because I didn't know what topics to photocopy...whatever.

In our rented place for the business orientation my mom and I have getting ourselves into, I saw Cathy, Abbie and Claire in one of the tables and they decided to leave promptly after seeing me, HOW RUDE! Unlike Sijey and Jhezer who aren't actually the people I am most expecting to come with me, they are better friends, when it comes to these situations, than those I already had.

Can I just say I am thankful because they have participated openly and not just like others who left without any reason at all. And are they really what you call friends? Not for me.

You see, it was only my first time to actually personally talk with Jhezer, who was not even from my high school. He is from MSI, and whose clique is one of my former fans. I think, and honestly, he was also crushing on me from my high school! hahaha... XD and i'm like Polly. XD It felt like I have been passed down from bro to bro with Lemuel, Carmichael, Alec, Dan and Jhezer within their circle of friends because all of them shared a common factor. O.o

Cesar Ramirez, on the other hand, is just plain friendly + PG. if you know what I mean. ;) And he has shown up his support just for the sake of food. XD okay, so I'm acting rude. But really, it's sentimentally heartwarming that he showed up for my invitation even if we're not CLOSE.. we don't even talk at school! haha..

Still, I had a great time...Though I was not able to finish my Philo powerpoint, I hadn't photocopied my Filipino lectures and didn't see my friends. haha. [whatever.]

I'm so happy, I am already watching GG's episode 14! I have finished 4 episodes last night, would you believe?! Talk about addiction!

let me tell you a secret...

well, it's a secret since nobody knows that I have been there except my buddies (until I arrived home). I have been to Lipa Batangas 1 hour ago [based on this moment in which I have been writing this post] and am actually typing the words out of my head as I am standing since I have just had my dinner, which is actually another fast food, and makes me miss home-cooked meals more..T_T not to mention that they are actually more healthy than what I just had for our Lurienda [lunch + merienda~~from either JJ or JR]

about the lunch, it is actually something quite awful especially that JJ pointed out some of the gross facts actually present on the scene. Food court food, those at bargain [which are the only ones I could afford during that time to avail my body what it was yearning for] and there are actually flies on them! T_T I just hoped that God will let me stay healthy through that 'rough times'..XC

Then there's this wet hand game! haha! where JR would always be the victim! XD

it all started when JJ, who's also having problems with inborn gifts of sweaty hands, wiped his palms on my arms, so it all brought to life the wet-hand-game and whenever we are attacked by the sweating of our arms, it would be that I lather mine to my two friends [our trio does that]>>> Rizza taking a photo of herself with some eyeglasses she didn't actually buy [peace, rizza!] and I, smiling glamorously XD, with Lea taking off her fit shades. we were in SM Lipa, which is like 31 KM away...and I had to go home with nobody from my friends...

jr!

a-ah naman!

binabasa ni -_- itong blog ko ngayon, feeling ko tumatawa yun! hahaha! hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako, kasi parang nakakatakot na pumasok bukas! T_T sana naman, makalimutan na rin niya yung andon sa isa kong post.

haha.

pero, natatawa ako kasi yung mga reactions niya, :))

haha.

e kasi naman, nagumpisa lahat gawa ng feedjit. biruin niyo, may nagsesearch pala sa akin through google? haha. akala ko nga siya e kasi hindi niya alam yung link ko sa blog, pero nakalagay naman galing quezon city yun!

gusto mo makita? ito o..

Reunion :), Laughtrip and actual interactions, XD

What happened this day :)

1. Reunion

It was with Nesty and Jam. the full trio of us, that I have actually been revived by the losing comforts of our friendship and companionship complementing each other. It’s really a great thing that we meet again since it has been like 3 months before we actually see each other again. If only Nesty would have a surname more advanced, alphabetically speaking, then there would be no need for us to be THAT separated. Too bad, it would be an act of striking the moon.

2. Laughtrip

Whenever I recall the things that made me laugh these past few days, I would not simply ignore the song Polly Rose entertained us with. It was the first day of classes in English, and like most usual first day of school events, you would find yourself under the hot seat of introducing yourself and actually telling people you don’t know some basic knowledge about your personal stuff.

Back to my classmate Polly Rose, she actually included singing to be one of her talents which actually led to the inquisitive Mr. Tenorio to actually ask her to sing. Much to our surprise, we heard something not actually appropriate as to what song actually describes my classmates life. Mind you, I am actually listening! haha. “I’m a flirt” was definitely what I heard from how Polly defines her life! hahaha, it really is something I would want to laugh out from! XD

3. Actual interactions with other classmates~

Yes, you read it right. During the past few days of sophomore schooling, I have really found myself actually being isolated from the rest of them. Maybe it would be because I have a really close friend whom I don’t want to leave (unless we go our separate homes anyway). This Monday as a matter of fact, we were very sad because of what our lunch experience gave us. While eating, we were sad not because we only have each other but because other batch mates are not present around. By the time that we actually got out from the place, just through the street, were the many people of BSN 2-3, WITHOUT US!

Rude enough, some are even having their time for themselves and their vices like smoking. o.o

anyway, belated happy birthday to arnie! XD

4 days already?!

I think it's almost more than that! How could I be so tired already when it was only four days since I started my classes, with two of the weekends gone by have already been given to me (unlike last semester which only had Sundays and Wednesdays considered to be day offs!)

Could you actually imagine having your 12 hours out of you just so you would stay at school? It's actually what most of scenarios anyone is most likely to encounter, but it's actually so tiring, making me yawn like forever while having classes!

There are actually teachers who would want perfect little students. The ones who would study in advance and have the perfect definition of whatever the topic is at hand, then, looking out for poor scholars who do not actually know everything, just something. However, I also think it would be best that we do some advance studying yet it would help us better that he announce whatever assignments shall we have.

Then there's this professor who's giving the students some pressure on reporting and the sort - in which the highest of the group grades would be exempted from one of the major exams all the students should have or else they would get a failing grade. XC

I feel like...

left alone. There will always be times like this, maybe because you can actually see people around you not wanting you around that you might just want to leave and be somewhere else other than where you are right now.

weary. Who wouldn't? After having almost 12 hours of having classes, I feel like I just want to sleep and dream throughout the night. Good thing I only have four days every week for classes, lest I be like someone who can not attend to other occasions other than schooling.

guilty. I think I have some guilt in me because of having girl friends this semester just for the sake of having someone with me during the trip from school to our home (well, actually, only until we reach the terminal.) During school hours, it is usually JJ and JR (coincidentally having the same pet names) whom I am with.

sick. I can actually feel some discomfort just below my tummy, especially when I pee. It's as if I have some kind of UTI or something.

idle. Yes, I know, this is really actually me. Yet I feel pressured because every instructor recurrently asks who among the class is a scholar, and since I have been pointed at by another scholar, then the two of us is known to be.

my first sophie day. XD

It all started at 4.30, in which time I woke up and had to sleep again for one hour. The alarm for 4.30 was intended for some test time - I mean, if I will be able to wake up at that time, then I'll be able to wake up at 5.30. You see, it usually takes 1 hour before I could prepare and leave home.I think it's better than other who bathe at 1 hour!

Then I walked through the village's busy streets to my friend, who's currently a freshman that we could go to school together. However, she already left because she had to be early. The thing is-she's TOO EARLY.

Through the journey, I have been with schoolmates whom I don't know actually. The thing is, they are Jam's boarding house-mates. Too bad she was too early to be one of them, now we couldn't be more together. Well at least I met her minutes before classes start.

Then there's someone so familiar I want to make him always stay - but he's actually more attached to his second semester friends. Anyway, at least he was always there to accompany me since he I'm the people whom I am very close to (referring to Jam and Nesty who happen to be in other sections distant from mine.) And I actually miss the times that we do lots of stuff incorporated with the most sincere laughters anyone would ever want.

And I miss the times when there were seven of us. And Lerry would be the quiet one who always had with his ears earplugs for some hardcore music which is actually considerable.. And Jazer who will always be the poet and the keen eyed-whatever who would always comment and debate over small things and would never want even his friends to open his mind. (I actually hate him for that.) And Jopo who will always be the charming and sweet guy who always is a friend when needed, an addiction actually to some of the ladies, but will always be loyal to -_- And JR who's always the comic actor and a great friend, enough said. (I won't like it anyway if I have to talk about someone who used to be....) And Nesty who's always the brainy girl and having always the extra mile towards everything conceivable.. and Jam who will always be my good friend and everything else...

You wouldn't believe this, but I was actually voted as Vice President of our class, just because they knew that I'm a scholar. boohoo.

Did I hear it right? The road intended for less travel is currently under construction? And that just means I HAVE TO LEAVE HOME EARLIER so that I would reach my school in time! No offense but you see, it would cost me more time, more walks, more waiting in line and more money! x(

Talk about new school year. I think I have to get used to it. Good thing I have new classmates and old friends to accompany me through the whole semester - or maybe even TILL I GRADUATE!

yes, we are now under Block Sections. The worse part is, we are sectioned accordingly - and to be specific, alphabetically according to our school surnames! :(

I missed Jobel.

Since Saturday night, my mother, my sister and I have been to Parañaque for an invitation by the Sornillo family of staying to their home...and I missed being on their very inviting home. We arrived there at about some minutes past 6pm, and what greeted us was the manila paper in which Bij scribbled, "Welcome Home Jobel"...(it's because Jobel attended a 1month long summer camp at Bacolod)

Anyway, walang pics during those moments so nvm na lang. haha. ang tamad ko talaga mag-pic. XO tapos, na-amaze na naman ako sa napakaraming libro ng "Sornillo Library", at andami ko pang nakita na nasa aking "must-read" books. haay. sayang nga lang dahil hiniram ko muna yung Nancy Drew niya.

nanood kasi kami Saturday night ng Nancy Drew the movie, tapos ayun, bumalik na naman yung eagerness ko na magbasa ng Nancy Drew books, pero dati kasi natigil na dahil naging tamad at kunwaring busy sa school. kaya hiniram ko nga yung book nilang dalawa. and mind you, for the first time, nagbasa ng novel si Cindy!! hahahahaha :))

At siyempre hindi pa tapos ang mga impluwensiya sa akin nilang magkapatid. Andun yung mag-aral ng piano ulit dahil may mga sessions sila bago kami umalis, saka nung gabi pinag-aralan namin yung mga beginner's book nila. haha. katuwa. sana naman matupad pa ang mga frustrations ko,db?

Katuwa talaga yung taong yun. haha. pero, hindi ko rin minsan maintindihan. hahaha, kasi minsan tahimik siya at mahiyain, minsan maingay at makulit. haha. naalala ko tuloy yung mga kwentuhan namin tuwing sundays years ago. sayang, hindi ko man lang nagamit yung bawat moment para lalo pa kami maging close. akala ko kasi noon, every sunday talaga kami magkikita since members naman ang parents niya sa church tulad ng sa akin.

haay. nvm. nway,I could live in a place like theirs someday. pero sana hindi kapag matanda na ako. sana kasama ko pa rin ang family ko sa lugar na iyon. ayoko pa magkababy pag nangyari na yun. gusto ko pa rin ng maayos na buhay, ganong pamumuhay.

pero, I can only dream. yes, it's only a dream.

As of now, I am still contained with what I am and with what I have and with my God. :) kaya okay na rin. haha, gusto ko lang din sana na mangyari. haha. :)

ang hirap naman sa FTP and all.

kamusta naman akong dinudugo sa FTP at sa wordpress! haha. gusto mo bang malaman kung anong hirap ang pinagdadaanan ko ngayon?!

1. hindi ako makapaglogin sa wordpress - dahil hindi ko alam. pag pumupunta naman ako sa wordpress.com at naglologin, nagiinvalid password..e, hindi ko naman kaya ginalaw yun! haha. ok, ako na ang baguhan at walang kaalam-alam. bakit naman kanina e nakapagpost ako. haay. kahiya naman kay host. buti pa siya, alam niya mga nangyayari. hahaha. (at mas bata pa siya, kamusta naman. T_T)

2. puro na naman ako download ng themes. haha. at hindi ko naman maselect as primary or something. haay. anong oras ba naman kasi ako available at wala namang ibang tao na gising! waaah!! T_T

3. gusto ko ng layout na ako ang gumawa. at uulitin ko, i'm still learning. haay. ang hirap. dito na lang talaga MUNA ako magpost.. o.o

4. ang alam ko lang gawin sa FTP server ko ay "view", "edit" at "open". kamusta naman,di ba? click lang ako ng click. kapag ako natuto na, tungkol sa basics talaga ang gagawin kong tutorial. promise. (at sana umabot pa ako sa panahong matuto talaga ako,db?)

*host, gising!!*

good news and bad news. :(

It was already 4 am in the morning just today, May 27 when I have started to turn of f the computer and put myself to sleep. Guess what? I still managed to have some time watching TV, and had some difficulty sleeping because of my period and all. However, who would have thought that I would only sleep for 4 hours?!

Yes, you read that right! It was also a question for me because I really feel tired during the day. Then there's this plan of my mom to take me with her to Alabang (hi ayee! :]) again! During the trip, I sat on my mom's lap because there are no longer seats available. (yeah! I know! We really are poor people! :[) While seating on her lap, I was all the time nervous of being thrown to SLEX because we were a meter tall wall apart from the main door. puh-lease. Thanks to God, I am still safe and sound, and currently on the right mindset, as of now.

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anyway, I have some good news on myLot! :)

1. I already earned about $2.53 (and I can tell you! It was really hard to earn!! I had to sit in front of the computer and think of a million ways on what to respond or what topic to start in discussions and who to refer!)
2. My star is already colored red with the level 9! How cool would that be! When I started myLot, I thought everybody had their own star and level. I think I did best not to think of myself as included. -_-
3. I have so many respondents - as of now. XD really cool. :)

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BAD NEWS My friends are currently having their own overnight/sleepover at Jenny's and I didn't even know about it until someone sent a group message talking about why she wouldn't be there to join THEM!

And I thought I've been a good friend. :(