.....O_O

Cindy, Zaida and Chelcy (who was having her 13th birthday today) went here just this afternoon to spend some time with each other. Unfortunately, my mom and I have been at Crossing to run some errands. Our trip also included having to spree around the city and do some on-the-list shopping with my mom, with the addition of many other things unconsciously bought. XD

Pizza, which they themselves bought at the local pizza parlor, was served together with milkshakes they bought on their own. My mom and I had loathed Cindy since she did not gave us time to prepare for her visitors. Instead, I found my mom cook lunch for us [at around 3pm!]

Yesterday was Nicher's (arnie's nephew from his cousin) first birthday. I was invited, but I did not come since my classes ended at 7 pm already! I would have loved to come lest he fetched me (haha) because my mom also wanted me to come for the food. hahaha, talk about eating! XD

About school, I was so stupid to inform Jam about ____'s plan to leave. Why? Maybe I was so stricken with grief since I found out that ____ would leave in the near future also! XC Like, it's the nth news I heard about leaving school and transferring to other place and continue studying in that place! It's not that I want them to have a hard time to leave, but of course, who would want to be away from your close friends! Those whom you already considered as part of your life( and things of the same context)...

I cannot believe it.

I can still remember the first time I had been to my high school. There were many students running and walking around and about while there were still time before classes start, then there are so many parents accompanying also their beloved first-time-in-hs child, and the teachers and the guards and the upper freshmen - they are all busy with what they were doing and all.

I myself was running and walking past the narrow sides of buildings which I thought would be a site of many memories. It was my first day, and we were having trouble of what section I am to go into and make new friends, and of course, make history.

And now, I find myself having my little sister growing up, literally, since we are almost the same height (which bothers me because she’s only a freshmen in high school and I’m a sophomore in college!) anyway, we were having trouble, again with the sections and all because she was intended to belong in an afternoon class- would you believe that!

I actually had lost my self control talking again and again about the matter. It was her fault that she belonged in the lower section. much like, the degradable section, because in it would be the students most likely dropping out of school because most of them are idle and are not being moderated by the teachers.

Good thing I had been to Kat’s yesterday and had her mom invited for us to arrange certain things for my sister’s classes. It turned out, after long walks and time spent waiting for many people involved, my sister is now under the third honor of the high sections in school.

cool. ;D Thanks be to God for giving us the opportunity to have her learn from her mistakes of being foolishly idled during her elementary and now we hope that she’d do best and make us proud.

Glory be to Him because without His works and guides, we would have never got the chance to make the most of our time giving my sister a chance to change and do better.

I missed Jobel.

Since Saturday night, my mother, my sister and I have been to Parañaque for an invitation by the Sornillo family of staying to their home...and I missed being on their very inviting home. We arrived there at about some minutes past 6pm, and what greeted us was the manila paper in which Bij scribbled, "Welcome Home Jobel"...(it's because Jobel attended a 1month long summer camp at Bacolod)

Anyway, walang pics during those moments so nvm na lang. haha. ang tamad ko talaga mag-pic. XO tapos, na-amaze na naman ako sa napakaraming libro ng "Sornillo Library", at andami ko pang nakita na nasa aking "must-read" books. haay. sayang nga lang dahil hiniram ko muna yung Nancy Drew niya.

nanood kasi kami Saturday night ng Nancy Drew the movie, tapos ayun, bumalik na naman yung eagerness ko na magbasa ng Nancy Drew books, pero dati kasi natigil na dahil naging tamad at kunwaring busy sa school. kaya hiniram ko nga yung book nilang dalawa. and mind you, for the first time, nagbasa ng novel si Cindy!! hahahahaha :))

At siyempre hindi pa tapos ang mga impluwensiya sa akin nilang magkapatid. Andun yung mag-aral ng piano ulit dahil may mga sessions sila bago kami umalis, saka nung gabi pinag-aralan namin yung mga beginner's book nila. haha. katuwa. sana naman matupad pa ang mga frustrations ko,db?

Katuwa talaga yung taong yun. haha. pero, hindi ko rin minsan maintindihan. hahaha, kasi minsan tahimik siya at mahiyain, minsan maingay at makulit. haha. naalala ko tuloy yung mga kwentuhan namin tuwing sundays years ago. sayang, hindi ko man lang nagamit yung bawat moment para lalo pa kami maging close. akala ko kasi noon, every sunday talaga kami magkikita since members naman ang parents niya sa church tulad ng sa akin.

haay. nvm. nway,I could live in a place like theirs someday. pero sana hindi kapag matanda na ako. sana kasama ko pa rin ang family ko sa lugar na iyon. ayoko pa magkababy pag nangyari na yun. gusto ko pa rin ng maayos na buhay, ganong pamumuhay.

pero, I can only dream. yes, it's only a dream.

As of now, I am still contained with what I am and with what I have and with my God. :) kaya okay na rin. haha, gusto ko lang din sana na mangyari. haha. :)