Sembreak 2010 ~ my last :3

So yesterday, we went up hiking towards the National Arts Center founded on the heart of Mount Makiling, Los Baños, Laguna. :) It was such a sunny-cloudy-turned-drizzly day (if there's such a thing), which made it best for hiking since the humidity balance in the air did not really matter much, in contrast with the temperature and all during the summer.

We were all there: Jec, Haze, Pat, Arn and Moi :) about 2 hours later than the posted time, we were starting our trek to the top. I loved how there were 2 DSLR cameras available for photography *thinking I could be one of the subjects :p and hurrying on our way because last time Arnie and I were about to hike at the same site, closing time just hit the clock. :3

it was a tiring 1.5 hour climb to the top, with ups and downs, as usual. then there were those other spectators of the mountaintop view. If I haven't paid attention, I then should have known that:

- they were on their way upwards while we were starting uphill

- they were those same guys who were about to descent just about when we were on our 750 meter distance away from the scene

totally uncool. 8(

at least we got beautiful photos! XD

thanks kuya pat! ;)

currently here at school.

We're studying html today, like we did when we were seniors...and yes, there's a desire to stand out by using MS Frontpage for more options and all. Too bad, it was already deleted from my program files since we reformatted our pc... Through chat last night, he was at least making efforts to make it available, for me (and my selfish desires.)

This day is as boring as ever - contrary to what I was expecting last night. I was busy trying to review for our lessons and at least read our handouts for anticipated quizzes as announced by our instructors. I woke up early just to be on time (and I was already panicky knowing that there's only 5 minutes left before 7:30.) As I climb up the plight of stairs to the room at the end of the hallway, I found myself almost alone. I was the third one to land my feet on our class's grounds.

What turned out to happen was:

1. Our first instructor did not attend class. What we did instead was finish errands for our clearances and had our test permits imprinted with the final seal needed. (It was the best time, I must say. Just this afternoon, our corridors were filled with people too many to be accommodated.)
2. We were given a chance to choose: either to make our finals' test I and record it as quiz or we take the quiz without any studying done. We chose the former, but it's like as if we chose the wrong one. There was an imminent response from him, mind you, saying, "Dapat sigurado kayo sa pinili niyo a?"
3. My handout in this third subjectwas already wet for all the times I was handling (and reading) it as we run duties from up and down the stairs.
4. We just had our final class in PE and it was pen-and-paper style - with one simple instruction: list down everything you learned during the sem.

Much for that, I realized, I need to savor every moment... I need to make it last because it would be the last week that this semester would last.

who EVER made such decision?!

Just this morning, I was out of the first group which I was supposed to be in! I hate it when it happened - that my group mates and I be separated from each and every one from the group I used to be with, and from the CI whom I have grown close to.. XC

Much to my surprise was someone's overwhelming reaction to my moving out moment. He even motioned to go on bended knees, which is I think for fun only. O.o Then my critics [?!] have been laughing off because they knew I wanted NOT to move out, all eyes were staring with various emotions wanting me to be more quiet.

This morning, after the grievous announcement, I have tried to compensate for the loneliness by being comfortable with my new CI and my new group mates who are also actually part of my clique. I even tricked Ms. Nucup to admit that she still does bar hopping and all! haha. Stupid me! XD [she actually fell for it..XP]

There's a new dean, and in the process of disseminating facts through all the staff of our school, we had an early dismissal, 2 hours before our official end of classes, and we had to eat lunch, so we had 3 hours spent for extracurricular activities.

What we did was we went to Sheryl's place and ate free, sumptuous meal; played around with each other and with the baby, watched Miss Universe [which did not include our country's bet] and prepared for whatever we had to do before heading out to school...

Before moving up into a jitney, we were startled to have like more than one bus parked beside the market. We asked in which 'school' were they from, and we like fainted for one's answer: "CEU".

Back to Sheryl's house, the dilemma of either cutting classes or going back was raised because it has been so much of an idle time we just wanted to rest and sleep. We went back anyway since we were worried [or am I the only one?] of quizzes usually given at the following subjects about to take place...but everybody knows we did ample discussion and were given assignments for future topics to be reported. How rude.

During our last period, we were missing Ms. Susa that we were comparing the replacement to her. Well, I couldn't argue with that since it's really evident that our former CI is much better. To kick things off, Girlyn and I were passing notes on lyrics about being heartbroken. Boredom rules! hahaha.. and it's a good sign that I am NOT HEARTBROKEN anymore because I have found my joy. [and where did I just get that?!]

Before going home, I just had to have some treats! What I did get for myself was box of 3 of Gonuts Donuts which opened just recently. It's really very delightful, and I had to be grateful for having done so. I enjoyed my night. XD [pg alert!]

Then there's Enzo, whom Girlyn's tears were falling out for...

I cannot believe it.

I can still remember the first time I had been to my high school. There were many students running and walking around and about while there were still time before classes start, then there are so many parents accompanying also their beloved first-time-in-hs child, and the teachers and the guards and the upper freshmen - they are all busy with what they were doing and all.

I myself was running and walking past the narrow sides of buildings which I thought would be a site of many memories. It was my first day, and we were having trouble of what section I am to go into and make new friends, and of course, make history.

And now, I find myself having my little sister growing up, literally, since we are almost the same height (which bothers me because she’s only a freshmen in high school and I’m a sophomore in college!) anyway, we were having trouble, again with the sections and all because she was intended to belong in an afternoon class- would you believe that!

I actually had lost my self control talking again and again about the matter. It was her fault that she belonged in the lower section. much like, the degradable section, because in it would be the students most likely dropping out of school because most of them are idle and are not being moderated by the teachers.

Good thing I had been to Kat’s yesterday and had her mom invited for us to arrange certain things for my sister’s classes. It turned out, after long walks and time spent waiting for many people involved, my sister is now under the third honor of the high sections in school.

cool. ;D Thanks be to God for giving us the opportunity to have her learn from her mistakes of being foolishly idled during her elementary and now we hope that she’d do best and make us proud.

Glory be to Him because without His works and guides, we would have never got the chance to make the most of our time giving my sister a chance to change and do better.

I finally made it right~

Thanks to my new found friend Anne. :) Yes, she's someone I just know here on the internet, but you know what? I think it really is an interesting thing to have known someone and be friends and comfortable with her instantly. :) I have stumbled upon her site just this morning and we returned PMs and tags and comments.. and now, she helped me with my new blog!

Plus, there's this common thing about us that struck me most - we have the same school and we live in the same city and what else? Isn't that cool? :) I have been blogging for quite some time now and yet my friends whom I know, live somewhere else far... I can even remember the first blogger I met first online - Kim (boybawang.blogspot.com). It actually turned out that he was my close friend's elementary classmate, neighbor and family friend. :D We even had the experience of being in UST together for our first time. funny times. XD

Anyway, I have been staying awake an hour longer - till 5 am?! and I really can't help myself. Maybe because I have so much to do which I can not establish whenever everyone's awake. There are my PTCs and MyLot and blogging and my new addiction?! WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL! I have just started two nights ago and have made for myself an agreement of watching one episode a day, searching first through Veoh and YouTube. Having no luck, I tried search engines, and then there was sidereel.com. where there are lists of available links to all the episodes of the well-loved novel-turned-drama series. P.S. I just finished watching episode 4. Hope I could catch up to the events! :)

good news and bad news. :(

It was already 4 am in the morning just today, May 27 when I have started to turn of f the computer and put myself to sleep. Guess what? I still managed to have some time watching TV, and had some difficulty sleeping because of my period and all. However, who would have thought that I would only sleep for 4 hours?!

Yes, you read that right! It was also a question for me because I really feel tired during the day. Then there's this plan of my mom to take me with her to Alabang (hi ayee! :]) again! During the trip, I sat on my mom's lap because there are no longer seats available. (yeah! I know! We really are poor people! :[) While seating on her lap, I was all the time nervous of being thrown to SLEX because we were a meter tall wall apart from the main door. puh-lease. Thanks to God, I am still safe and sound, and currently on the right mindset, as of now.

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anyway, I have some good news on myLot! :)

1. I already earned about $2.53 (and I can tell you! It was really hard to earn!! I had to sit in front of the computer and think of a million ways on what to respond or what topic to start in discussions and who to refer!)
2. My star is already colored red with the level 9! How cool would that be! When I started myLot, I thought everybody had their own star and level. I think I did best not to think of myself as included. -_-
3. I have so many respondents - as of now. XD really cool. :)

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BAD NEWS My friends are currently having their own overnight/sleepover at Jenny's and I didn't even know about it until someone sent a group message talking about why she wouldn't be there to join THEM!

And I thought I've been a good friend. :(

things and thoughts. XP

First note: the pictures were taken from Jaymie's phone only. -_-

Last Saturday, May 24, my friends and I have decided to go to Sta. Rosa to stroll around the mall found there (it would count as the most proximate large mall in our place here in Laguna). There were six of us - Hannah, Yopeh, Jermaine, Jaymie, Abbie and me. :)

If only Ian had been available, there would have been seven of us -_- and there would be those who would really be happy and have her world turned upside-down, and bloomed with lots and lots of hearts! :) Abbie, who was the one most expecting him turned to ashes (hehe!) because of the bad news! It was days before when she found out that he would be going - and really was looking forward to the day she and Ian would meet. sigh.

Though he compromised by treating Abbie to a fast food store, I think the same thing would come up - he would stand her up! o.o

By the way, the original plan was to go to Enchanted Kingdom (one of the best themed parks here in the country or is it?) but out of the five people planning, Jermaine and I were the only ones sure of having fun there. T_T

It took us 6 hours to roll around the place and get around the long hallways and window shop and look for cute finds (including Jenny's birthday gift!) Jaymie had bought her school supplies in line with the oh-so-many people crowding NBS! Surprisingly, one of our high school classmates, Trish, also was there together with her cute nephew (and older sister)! :) They were so cute together...:) I wish I had a nephew too! Too bad my sister is years younger!

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anyway,I am considering the option of moving into Wordpress because I want to start doing the pay-per-post things. :) also, I would want to experience php which they tell me is easier to work with. I've already considered making decisions and asking for help from people who have long been doing stuff. I hope everything would turn out just fine. :)

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JENNY!

Sorry kung hindi ako nakapunta noong birthday mo..Sunday kasi. Hope to see you still next time. :) Congrats din pala dahil UPLB ka na! :)

Feanne obsession [?]

It all started last week when I saw Angeli Sobrepeña making art beads from Polymer Clay, that I decided to do some browsing on her works. I checked her out through my multiply and saw even those online businesses that are already become my contact [though I still haven't bought anything from them yet.] My Little Dress was one of them, and I browsed for their products and one thing caught my attention: their photographer, Valerie Chua. From Valerie's profiles and all, there I saw [finally] Feanne Mauricio who is really someone not ordinary. I really think that she's someone cool, especially that she is an artist with so many artworks that she can be proud of, and everything else.

I can't help myself not to mingle with her online sentiments, with pretty artworks and kitten-related things - and not to mention violet get-ups! [I especially love her new year look x]] anyway, I don't think I am suitable enough to describe her, that my vocabulary is way much less than hers. -_-

I'm just saying that she's my new icon, if that's to be permitted. --,

kadayaan ng Zaido, “Click”, mga mata ko…at si God.

Zaido, yung pinaka-bagong kinaaabangan [raw] sa evening shows ng GMA, ay nagshooting kamakailan lang ng mga eksenag matatagpuan sa munisipyo at kabahayan… sa amin banda yun. Siyempre, kapag may shooting, maraming artista..at ang mga taong sabik sa artista [tulad ko] ay ginugustong makapunta sa site. Hehe. Tapos, dumating pa noon yung mga kaklase ko…gawa ng documentary na sinusumpa ko… Habang gumagawa pala kami overnight noong octover 19, nag-shooting pa pala sa mas malapit na lugar sa amin ang mga tao. Kaasar. Sayang. T_T

Yung sa Click naman, napanood ko yun kagabi sa HBO.. T_T [pero, mas appropriate pala na kaninang umaga].. Tapos, ayun, hagulgol na ako. T_T kasi naman..ganon pala ka-precious yung time. I mean, alam mo yun.. Masaya nga na mangyari na agad ang mga bagay sa future, pero, ang laki rin pala ng mami-miss mo kung hindi mo na-savor yung every moment…and these are what made me cry…[xc]

• • Teenager na pala yung mga anak niya
• • Patay na pala yung aso nila
• • Napahiwalay na pala siya ng tirahan sa pamilya niya
• • Naghiwalay na pala sila ng asawang mahal na mahal niya
• • Patay na pala yung ama niya
• • Kinasal na pala yung anak niya

Basta, napaka-drama. :(

Tapos, ganon yung feeling ko rin towards God. I mean, mamamatay na pala ako, hindi pa pala ako nakakapag-express ng love sa Kanya.. as in yung baptism and everything.. hindi ko man lang nagawang worthwhile yung buhay ko para sa Kanya… Basta. Ganong ka-dramahan. Hehe.

Tapos, andami kong naalala.napakayakap ako sa mommy at sa kapatid ko… nakapagpa-ring rin ako ng cp ng … ko.

Yung sa mata pala..ayun. kawawa na yung mga mata ko.. kasi, dikit na nga siya sa pc screen ko, tapos, nababasa-basa pa ng mga luha. pasma na sila. mabubulag na ako! T_T

joke lang. XD

pardon...

for posting...NOT! for being idle and not updating. alam ko kasing, meron namang nag-aabang sa post ko---kahit papano.. haha...

anyway, just yesterday, I went to my dentist for my monthly check-up... recently, there has just been this unwanted gap in between three of my teeth, and so I have to check up on it. but then, it was sooooo depressing that the event of what I was expecting came to a halt---my dentist's child, or children?, was/were having fever...I was waiting for about 4 hours----waited for nothing.

after knowing that the wait will do me no good, and after my mom called that I go back to where she was, I headed to Alabang. On my way there, I have ridden in a jeepney where along the way, a maniac rode also. He was actually staring at my poor legs, which everybody I know think of as annoying [I was wearing bermuda shorts because it was so hot during the afternoon we left home]. after some time, he even moved to the seat just across me--with his camera phone in his hand! I have even thought that maybe he'll take an image of my thighs... thank God, He protected me from wicked-minded guys.

well,anyway,.today was just another day, though, I started it with God. woohoo!

another thing is that, it is september 5, in which signifies an important event--always.,also, today is arnie's first day at his job as an official nurse..

By the way, I have just watched High School Musical 2 [where I envied them, especially Gabriella who's got the hottest guy in school... ] and Evan Almighty, a comedy and a heartwarming movie for the family...

my day.

we were answering our Lab printouts when all of a sudden, my groupmate told me this:

"alam mo ba kung bakit ako lumalayo? ayoko kasing ma-develop.."

nothing. i just can't help not to remember.. it was such a statement I couldn't help not to notice. XP we were in serious air when he said that.. also, earlier that day, he was actually ignoring me... [because, i opened the topic about the concert in which he might also be able to attend... o.o]

at around 1.30 pm, while waiting for my last class at 2 pm, a group of guys went into my way and one of them asked...

Guy: "miss, pwede bang mahingi number mo?"

Kate: "no. :)"

he went away, then returned with a statement readied...

"tanda mo ba nung acquaintance, yung naghahagis rin ng lobo...?"

Kate: "alin? yung maintenance?..*hehe*"

"hindi... yung nakikipaglaro..."

Kate: "hindi ko maalala..."

"sige, yung number mo na lang..."

Kate: "wala akong load. :)"

"ok lang... hindi talaga?"

Kate: "OO."

anyway, just about late this day, and early this evening, jenny, my long-time friend who goes to school at UPB just went back to her place---in the north. it was such a grievous [arte?!] moment, because we know that it would be a long time again for us to meet soon... plus, think of the busy moments THEY would be having. [asa pa sa akin. ako?! maging busy sa school namin?! o.o]

anyway, i have just read his blog...blogs actually. ang sweet....>.<

and i just couldn't stop falling...:x

happy. :x

well, who wouldn't bE? after seeing your 'significant other', won't you be in such a bliss? just a look upon his eyes brings you so much joy for having him, and what more, if you're with him, and you're in your own world?

ok, so, i admit it. i'm not good at making people feel so much emotions with my writing unlike almost all people...

but,at least, most of you know what i mean... right?

anyway, tomorrow will be the premiere of the latest Harry Potter movie,..it's a good thing that i was invited to watch it...with most of my new close friends... ;) [though, we all know that preliminary exams are due next week---most especially the scrapbook...T_T]

two years and a day..

so, it was two years. since i guaranteed someone to keep him for myself...and it ended up within 6 months. sad, but true.

well, actually, it wasn't really a real and serious oath, for i was still so young.. though, i wanted to keep it, things really do change, and for me, it happened all so fast.

regrets doesn't happen in this side of my life anyway, though, it disturbs just a LITTLE bit. you know what I mean...i'm happy with whom i am with anyway...;)

recently, we're having this short conversations. [really. short. concise. to the point.] the casual talk is always about, guess what?, UPM...until these words sprang up. "stop chasing other's dreams."

I do have mine, yet, what do you suppose i SHOULD do?? i can never bring my dream back to life again. i left it since i last cried on it...waaah! basta. hindi na ako pwedeng bumalik don. bakit? pag-aaralin mo ba ako? T_T

14But if you are bitterly jealous and there is selfish ambition in your hearts, don’t brag about being wise. That is the worst kind of lie. 15 For jealousy and selfishness are not God’s kind of wisdom. Such things are earthly, unspiritual, and motivated by the Devil. 16 For wherever there is jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and every kind of evil. ----james 3:14-16

and so, it happened.well, anyway. back to the topic.

nagtext siya, kung tanda ko pa raw ba yung notebook? [trivia. first gift yun na nagtatagal kung saan nakalista ang tracklist ng pinakaunang compilation ng mga dedicated na kanta para sa akin..at take note. meron pang tig-isang tula ang mga kantang iyon. haha...*nauna kasing natanggap ko na galing sa kanya ay LOAD. haha. lolz.*]

i looked for the notebook. i was told by someone else that his heart still shouts every word from that gift...then, he also mentioned the song "tensionado"...[actually,i never liked that song. haha, peace.]

a good thing.

i've been chatting a LOT these days, and i think i have to lessen it. there were two nights that ended late. and so, i must stop.

but then again. i just can't help myself.

well,anyway. there was this guy who added me on his friends' list. then, the next thing i know was that we were babbling away. XD

[peace. his name is carmigz. he commented and tagged before i knew him.]

anyway,it was such a good [great] thing that i knew him. then, if we haven't met, i could have been thinking that i'm the most forlorn human in this world. anyway, he has the same fate as i am.

he's someone who also passed my long-lost loved university---UP Manila, and he got a slot in the college of nursing! cool! he's also someone from the province who wanted to study in Manila. [though he had studied in manila science for his high school, he will be studying at DLSD..]

[pampam lang. natutuwa ako e. hahaha.]