hey!

I had just put up a new site with wordpress, but hosted by Sis Anne of Pinkfab.info. Still updating it and all :) I just need to do so for the mean time. still keeping this blog friends! ;)

dear blog,

i really want to earn money right now. -.-

I can never refuse to have such a dream! XD

Introducing the new Sony Ericsson C905!! T_T

8 MP?! I wouldn't dare ask for more! O_O

yeah, and I should dream on!

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can't sleep!

would you imagine I actually slept late last night like 11 pm already and have risen at 2am?! It's earlier that I am actually awake because I'm having some discomfort knowing that I haven't studied for our return demo regarding vital signs! hahaha...

After my study from 2-4, I tried to sleep like in one hour so that I could regain my energy and something else I need, but that doesn't help much because I was having like butterflies in my stomach and was cold, so I thought I need to relax a bit, and here I was updating my blog! [Talk about addiction.]

You may ask why, but it was because we bought my own stethoscope in Bambang, where everywhere I look is like a store with medical supplies only and you cannot look at other places without seeing any medical equipment! hahaha...

Good thing we have bought what we should at the right place, I might say, since the store dealer was suggesting us not the expensive one but the best one when it comes to quality. :D It was Baxtel. In the first store that we went, the only suggestion was that the more expensive a set was, it is more durable and all...

Anyway, my mom and I also have bought a pair of white shoes since the one I am using is actually almost torn to pieces right away... o.o

I cannot believe it.

I can still remember the first time I had been to my high school. There were many students running and walking around and about while there were still time before classes start, then there are so many parents accompanying also their beloved first-time-in-hs child, and the teachers and the guards and the upper freshmen - they are all busy with what they were doing and all.

I myself was running and walking past the narrow sides of buildings which I thought would be a site of many memories. It was my first day, and we were having trouble of what section I am to go into and make new friends, and of course, make history.

And now, I find myself having my little sister growing up, literally, since we are almost the same height (which bothers me because she’s only a freshmen in high school and I’m a sophomore in college!) anyway, we were having trouble, again with the sections and all because she was intended to belong in an afternoon class- would you believe that!

I actually had lost my self control talking again and again about the matter. It was her fault that she belonged in the lower section. much like, the degradable section, because in it would be the students most likely dropping out of school because most of them are idle and are not being moderated by the teachers.

Good thing I had been to Kat’s yesterday and had her mom invited for us to arrange certain things for my sister’s classes. It turned out, after long walks and time spent waiting for many people involved, my sister is now under the third honor of the high sections in school.

cool. ;D Thanks be to God for giving us the opportunity to have her learn from her mistakes of being foolishly idled during her elementary and now we hope that she’d do best and make us proud.

Glory be to Him because without His works and guides, we would have never got the chance to make the most of our time giving my sister a chance to change and do better.

ang hirap naman sa FTP and all.

kamusta naman akong dinudugo sa FTP at sa wordpress! haha. gusto mo bang malaman kung anong hirap ang pinagdadaanan ko ngayon?!

1. hindi ako makapaglogin sa wordpress - dahil hindi ko alam. pag pumupunta naman ako sa wordpress.com at naglologin, nagiinvalid password..e, hindi ko naman kaya ginalaw yun! haha. ok, ako na ang baguhan at walang kaalam-alam. bakit naman kanina e nakapagpost ako. haay. kahiya naman kay host. buti pa siya, alam niya mga nangyayari. hahaha. (at mas bata pa siya, kamusta naman. T_T)

2. puro na naman ako download ng themes. haha. at hindi ko naman maselect as primary or something. haay. anong oras ba naman kasi ako available at wala namang ibang tao na gising! waaah!! T_T

3. gusto ko ng layout na ako ang gumawa. at uulitin ko, i'm still learning. haay. ang hirap. dito na lang talaga MUNA ako magpost.. o.o

4. ang alam ko lang gawin sa FTP server ko ay "view", "edit" at "open". kamusta naman,di ba? click lang ako ng click. kapag ako natuto na, tungkol sa basics talaga ang gagawin kong tutorial. promise. (at sana umabot pa ako sa panahong matuto talaga ako,db?)

*host, gising!!*

talk about addiction!

Just last night, I have finally decided to be an active member of myLot, a forum Nesty has introduced to me.

By the way, this night would be Nesty's competition at their Barangay! :) Go Nesty! I'll cheer for you even if I'm not there physically :)

Well, back to the topic, I had 27 or so posts in myLot last night before I have started posting so much, and you could just imagine how I posted so much because I have spent 4 hours gluing my eyes on the computer LCD even if I have my neck and back muscles drooping already. :( There were discussions I couldn't relate to and there were even un-reply-able, but at least I had the guts to still continue. :}

From $0.54, my earnings now had $.49 added! Cool! It's almost equal to what I have earned during the past weeks. :] Yet, I would never want to do this for the rest of my life! When school days come in, there would be less, even NO time for these things. I just hope I could earn more.T_T For those of you wondering, it's a forum site in which you could earn through different activities. Would you want to join? :)

college na ako.

haay. i can only think of what my life could have been---sa UP... though,i can say, ok na rin. i've got lots of friends now in LIT... only thing that makes me wonder is the fact that there are actually people who were from such different, not to mention distant, places. i mean, i almost felt that i am in UP.. haha..

peace. it was because there are those who really are from palawan, paete, san pablo, sta.rosa.. really funny.. also, there was Rio, the girl whom almost everybody from my class talks about because of having someone...haha..if you know what i mean..XD

anyway, this day only brought about 2 hours of having proffesors in front of us. i mean, why did they waste my time? why do we have to attend our first day in almost 5 hours when all we have to do were only introductions to each other...

anyway, there were GOLDEN foods, i mean, hello! why do they have to be so expensive? O.o if i were in manila, maybe, i could accept that fact---but hello?! laguna lang to, haha. probinsya. bakit ang mahal? O.o

it was a good thing having jerick around..;) he treated us [me???] with a bunch of choco crinkles [yum2! :D] and also the fare back home... such a great guy..;) jerick was my first suitor in highschool...[old romance? lol.]

anyway, i'm REALLY eager for our jaunt to Makati, where i grew up! ;) we'd be going to The Fort, Greenbelt and somewhere else. hihi... i'm always loving the Urban life...XD malls, oh, malls.. why do i have to be away from you...?

if i were to study in UPM, one thing that i would really like to be doing is wander around Rob Manila... haay... shattered dreamS...

a good thing.

i've been chatting a LOT these days, and i think i have to lessen it. there were two nights that ended late. and so, i must stop.

but then again. i just can't help myself.

well,anyway. there was this guy who added me on his friends' list. then, the next thing i know was that we were babbling away. XD

[peace. his name is carmigz. he commented and tagged before i knew him.]

anyway,it was such a good [great] thing that i knew him. then, if we haven't met, i could have been thinking that i'm the most forlorn human in this world. anyway, he has the same fate as i am.

he's someone who also passed my long-lost loved university---UP Manila, and he got a slot in the college of nursing! cool! he's also someone from the province who wanted to study in Manila. [though he had studied in manila science for his high school, he will be studying at DLSD..]

[pampam lang. natutuwa ako e. hahaha.]

hopefully, this won't be the last.

i actually think that i won't be having more of this blogging when i move to manila. i mean,i'd be far away from this pc, and there would be so much time that i need to dedicate to studying.

anyway, there are so many things that i would like to talk about.

i am now enrolled at UP Manila, yet i still cannot settle my account yet.

grabe naman kasi, ang mahal...hindi pa dala ni mommy yung pang-enroll ko...sabi ko kasi, dalhin na niya yung pang-enroll ko e. ayaw niyang maniwala na kailangan ay cash doon, at buo... waah!

andami ring pumapasok sa isip ko ngayon. katulad ng tungkol sa edukasyon ko. gusto ko matapos ang kursong inumpisahan ko dito sa UPM... ayokong maging incompetent, at gusto kong mapakita sa mga tao na hindi lang ako sinwerte na makapasok sa UP, kung hindi dahil magaling ako... gusto kong makita nila yun sa akin... oo na, ako na ang hindi honor nung grad...

pero, pano ko magagawa yan, kung kakailanganin ko rin naman umalis para sa kagustuhan ng mga magulang ko na mag-nursing ako? pano naman ang dream school ko? another thing bothering me is that the cash that

my parents will be splurging on me

. every requirement that i need to pass, every schedule that i need to attend to... every time i have to go to Manila, that alone costs so much---for us. I feel guilty. la lang... sana, naging katulad na lang ako ng classmates ko na, kahit anong course ang gusto nila, ok lang sa parents nila na yun yung kunin nila...