The urge of earning.

Just last week, after arriving home from the famous island of the Philippines, [if you'll be asking most party-goers and socialites], I have come to realize that not only by working would I want to earn but also through the internet...

I have seen people referring to Bux.to as one of the good ones, and so I have tried it. Then there's MyLot and SurfJunky... of all the three, I have enjoyed SurfJunky because there won't be any need for much work, and you earn as easy as you learn 1-2-3. For some reasons, I invited some friends to be my referrals - and they did - but after some serious research by one of them, turns out that SurfJunky is only a scam!

It just knocks me down whenever I think of it. It's the one I have focused myself into yet it is the one that betrayed my trust. I sure do hope that it would not be the same again. I will remember to always search around anyway before having to do things over and even damaging my own name or bank account! ö

new PTCs, by the way. XD one two three

just arrived..

hardly 24 hours before, i have come again to my hometown, my home. it has been 2 weeks and 2 days that I was away from here.. i missed my family, my computer and my bed... at last, i could sleep peacefully again, without any time that i should be waking up.

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anyway, we boarded Negros Navigation, from Palawan, which stopped over Caticlan, then to Manila. there's this guy who helped me of my biggest bag, and has given us tips on how to go to Parañaque..

such a great guy, yet i didn't have the chance to get his name, even if we were onboard for 14 hours...

we arrived at Parañaque last Sunday, April 20. we didn't go home that night because we were invited by the Rominas to stay with them until Monday morning, which was consequently moved to Tuesday because it was Krizzia's birthday, yet our departure was then moved again to Wednesday because there was this conflict between the parents, involving my mom.

i have been the subject of laughter for some time now, because of my sleeping habits and all. shamefully true anyway. there's my mom who did not appreciate what i got for her--pillowcases from a rural ukay shop--which really is something cute, but i wasn't aware that its zipper was broken. and so, i am really in a downfall right now. plus this sister who doesn't obey our mom, and me.

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about the trouble with the parents, it involved first of us, the children. i apologized to someone because i am not getting in touch with her lately, and it was because 'other' friend always turns her away from me, not wanting for us three to converse and so., things happen,

then that former [former-latter, not former=past] friend's mom asked my mom last monday why we're not talking and my mom answered plainly honest. then, tita extended that issue to the latter's mom and things got worse...and worse.

however, by now, all things are settled because it is managed with consent from our pastor...

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i have no control for my feelings right now, and have decided to live for God. it's a great blessing what Pas. Rene had preached last April 13 at ARBC... about choosing handsome unbeliever lover over a divine God, and he's right. i shouldn't let go of God, but of that unbeliever...

here in aklan...;)

it's funny to be here in a way that you could say that "i'm having my vacation"... i'm out of the city, and have travelled through bus and ships, multicabs and pedicabs which can accomodate more people than the usual. but it's actually sad to be far from your family. there's this issue about closeness and keeping secrets... there's this issue about missing someoneS. haha. and i don't know how to deal with my testimony, if they have already accepted it or not. if it's right or wrong. so let me tell you these things in detail today. in less than 35 minutes' time [i only rented a pc]

okay, first things first. about the testimony. so, it's a written output of a confessing christian, summarizing what happened to her as her transformation from a sinner to a saved woman of God, at the same time evangelizing, glorifying and praising in God's name...so that those who read of it will also be saved. i was interviewed for the church membership in MCBC just last april 6, the night when ate janet and ate dyan were baptized. there's this thing with being friends and unequal yoking for Christ and for unbelievers...and that i can't be with those who don't recognize Christ as their Savior. so, goodbye my almost lover...

sana mabasa mo to.

regarding aklan, i am enjoying the different foods which they serve us. there's this 'inuburan' which uses the 'ubod' of a young banana shoot as the main ingredient...it's so much of a good taste, and i'll be missing it because it's only cooked here. i think. there's also this clean environment and early-to-bed-early-to-rise environment, because people are all hardworking... they cook food early and go to work early, and of course, go home early. at about 5.30 or just when darkness strikes, you can see the people increasing, especially the transport vehicles, so it's hard to stay late at night if you are not to be in your own house, and without a vehicle.

i only complain about the fellowship i am getting from my vacation-mates, because they are buddies from the church since they met, and i'm the shy and quiet girl that i am so you expect me get lost and be upon by myself..there are those issues that only they would know, there would be things that they are the only ones who can talk about, and i'm getting sick of it. i guess.

good thing the revesencio sisters are all accomodating and they treat as well.. i am also being influenced by their family's faith in God, thinking that i should kick up the notch this time..

anyway, i have brought my betraying camera which i think is the worst in the world. how could it be a photographer by night?! you know what i mean?! whenever i shoot pictures of the world with the sunlight present, it would be giving out pictures with too much light on, much like just a white image. i hate it!
there's this time that we are on a ship and that you could see boracay island, picture perfect with the right amount of sunrise on it, and then it turned out to be an image not meant to be. if only i could buy a NIkon D40 whatever which is much like that of professionals, then i could be a pro myself. T_T
but still, since i should be contented, then i'll be patient till i can get my own work. [huh?!]

and then, there is the church which is a fellowship for all...but just last this friday after my first attendance of a night prayer meeting, there was this couple who was involved with an accident because they get rid of a dog on their way....we prayed for it, and you can feel the sincerity of the whole congregation...[i felt it more during the accident but felt it earlier during the prayer meeting]..it's good to hear the desires of the church being reported to God and all,,

about my friends in the opposite sex,i feel very neutral. yet i want to feel happiness and all. there's arnie whom i have labelled as friend, because it is meant to be that way since i am devoting myself to God, and then there's ian..who knows that i am devoted to God..he still confessed that i caught his attention and all [though he argues with me through text all the time] and there's kuya joseph who, i think is to be forgotten.

i miss my mom. i miss cindy. i miss dad. i miss school. i miss jam. i miss nesty. i miss jr. i miss arn.

march updates. XD

last month passed by, and so did many things.

there's Cindy's graduation, in which i was able to see my friend, Bi-ean and her father, and Arnie who was personally invited by my family, and there's Mark who bugged me for my notes in Biology, our exam the day after, the last of the Final Exams. much for the graduation is another problem - where would my sister be for high school? it has been rumored that it is now more strict to enroll in the high school i went into for her batch starting this June.

there's also this Unlimited Unlimitxt in which i was surprised to know that i have been able to SMS friends of the same network, unlimitedly [unlike others who have theirs for only 24 hours, mine is still active for more than a week! cool!

also, in the same month, i have since been a close friend to one of my crushes [?]...haha! funny because we only met once, yet it's as if we knew each other for how long...;) but, he's graduating now. anyhow, i still am happy for being such friends with cool people like kuya Joseph. XD another weird thing, is that, he's friends with one of Arnie's past patients. hehe.

sad part of my month? the end of the semester, and having future classmates according to the alphabetical arrangement of my batch's students. [at least, i can be classmates again with one of my close friends during the first sem--JR.] there's even this time when we had to stay late for school just to savor the last time that Jam, Nesty and I are classmates, by acquiring and exchanging personal letters from each one.

anyway, there's this invitation from a family friend to have a vacation with them at Kalibo, Aklan, with the chance to be in Boracay for two weeks! cool... good thing, i have been allowed to go since this summer would be the last free summer that i am going to have for the next 4 years!

[and i know. i SHOULD prepare.]

we are leaving on monday. i'll surely miss my friends. and my pc. T_T