i want to be a senator.

i watched late last night and one program that caught my attention was The Correspondents: Sarap Maging Senador..the documentary featured a senator's job, his income and his sidelines. grabe. their job have a salary of P35,000/month but when you add the government's budget, they can have as much as millionS! meron pang pork barrel! waaah!!! [kaya,ayos lang magwaldas ng pera tuwing eleksyon]

sabi nila, talino raw ang laban noon.. nakalimutan ko yung name ng dating senador na nagsabi..hehe, senxa naman.. tapos, yun nga.. ang mga senador daw noon, loyal at tapat sa tungkulin.. wala raw sideline. tapos, yung sa panahon ngayon, sideline na lang ang pagiging senador. c'mon. O.o

ang laki ng budget sa pork barrel [ano bang meron don?] at sa mga tauhan nung senador... grabe... ang yaman na nila! no wonder... anyway,saludo ako kay Ping Lacson...^^ katuwa siya, tinanggihan niya yung Pork Barrel..hehe..sila Drilon at Lim din...:D

i'm soooo bored!

andito ako sa bahay, walang ibang ginagawa kung hindi:

• manood ng dvds/vcds
• kumain ng chocolates [at kung ano2 pa]
• naghihintay ng tawag mula sa kanya
• mag-blog?

haay. antagal na nung huli akong lumabas ng bahay para gumala... namimiss ko na yung hs friends ko...

in time,mawawala na ako [sa laguna]. mawawalan na ng time para kami makapag-samasama ng matagal. kung magkakaroon man, limited lang. haay.

why do i have to be this far from my friends...?

I met his family..

it was arnie's graduation yesterday... he asked for my parent's permission a day before the event. at first, i wasn't allowed to go. since i protested on having the permission of my parents regarding his graduation, my father can't argue no more. hehe...;)

so, he fetched me up in our village and in the van was where i met his family...^^ they were so accommodating and fun to be with..I can never forget the [endless]picture-taking [go arcie..], the exchange of informal [funny] thoughts about anything being talked about..xp [go ariane..]

his classmates were so much excited when he introduced me to them..they were like,"arnie, sino yan? sister mo?"...he answered them with a smile...then they responded like,"OMG. girl mo?.. wow, arnie.."...

another instance was when we were about to leave. jen, his cousin, and doy, jen's guy and arnie's classmate, were commenting on him..."andaya mo naman, hindi mo man lang pinapakilala.."

nway,it was fun being with him [and them]

on their compound, he introduced me to his aunts, uncles, cousins, grandma...everyone. >,<

their comments were great...at least, they appreciated me...[they almost welcomed me into their family, though we're not really lovers yet...*d pa legal sa side ko e...hehe*]

grad ... ^^

alright, i know. I have been very busy updating my page. i was trying to make a new layout since it have been months since i last customized mine.

anyway.

Graduation/Commencement Exercises were held at the Covered Court of Barangay Batong Malake, where my school is located. the program started at 1 pm, sharp [we can't afford to start later, cause we were so many]. I was not able to march with my dad who made his effort of going back here in the Philippines [he's an OFW] because he was late--mom too.

The guest speaker is a flight stewardess named Mrs. Dondonay. She is an alumna and a daughter of Mrs. Pangga, the head teacher of Filipino.

It ended at almost 8:30 pm. As far as i know, there were 1,427 graduates--girls and boys combined.

During the program:

***i was situated in one of the hottest seats in the crowd. Grabe. kumusta naman ang init?!

***kuya arvin dropped by. as in, he only let me see me for a second.

***during the grad song, batchmates from the lower sections threw off ACSAT's fan giveaways which led to the outburst of Maura. [we were in tears when she started nagging them. the momentum of the event was crashed. O.o]

***arnie was introduced to my dad..>,<

last monday of being a hs student

it was yesterday when we were practicing [again] for graduation, and everything seems so hopeless. the assignments for the seating arrangement was given, and the honorable mentions are in the stage.

which was what i was expecting since i watched the graduation of batch '04-'05..since ARvin is their salutatorian, i also wanted to become one of the honors of the school, being in stage for the whole graduation rites, looked up to by almost all of the people watching...but of course, my dreams ended there, when my name wasn't called to be one of the qualifieds.

i think, it may be because i missed many of the requirements needed to compute our grade, and i have no choice but to let go of the grade that must have waited for me for a long time. also, our research, which was not favored by our teacher.

also, those who are seated near me are those who are rather, bashful and modest in almost every way. if that would be the case, then to whom will i be able to cry whenever i would feel to be giving up....?

....

while hanging out with my friends, we were talking about the time that we will become college students. we were thinking that it would be painful to be only overlooked by those people whom you once get so closed with, in four years.

....

migliore amico came and he spoiled us with Zagu...;)

....

then, Arnie came..>,< they were dismissed early from his review classes, and he came to LB..^^ we roamed around with my friends, then he also treated us with some snacks...^^ it lasted about 2 hours when we were together, yet i still wanted to spend some time with him.

....

i went home at about 7.30 pm and i was, as expected, they flew into a rage. they were expecting me to come home earlier. they say it was not the time for a teen like me, especially that i am a girl, to come home at 8 pm. they were also appealing that i haven't texted them, yet I did.

hate this dinner.

ang malas. nsayang ung food! may nksama kasing safeguard..[sabon..] kadiri. syang lng..sinigang p man din un..fave ko..tapos, ganon lang ang lasa..t.t

Division Achievement Test

hate it! i woke up at 4 am last friday,only for that event. syang ang effort..t.t there were those who always came late and made the effort of having to wake up early in the morning just so our teacher won't be infuriated. [she always does. she even SOMETIMES blurt out things better left unsaid... otherwise,things NEVER expected by a student from her teacher.] anyway,my dad just come home from Tarlac. he went to his hometown to visit his family [brothers and sisters]... we weren't able to come because there are still classes on going. besides,since we have no car,and the transportation fares were expensive, we then considered it as a good [and economical] decision..xp i miss my friends. grabe. there are only 13 days left. 13 days before the legacy ends. t.t

prom ^^

i was nominated to be one of the finalists of Mr. and Ms. Seniors. I won, yet, I only wanted to be with Arnie that night. He did manage to get into the place, yet, he was forced to leave [though he waited for me inside the school^^].

it was so exciting, especially when you have everyone around to support you,. thanks guys, i felt loved that night. [not that i'm not, but it's the feeling that i wanted for years. hehe.] lam nyo nman mga loner...T_T

i think i'm having someone fall in love with me..O_o i don't want to keep my charm on him, yet, .... ...

nabasa nya. O_O

la lang. anchaka pa man din non..T_T weird.,d man lng xa ngalt..O_o ive been unfaithful for a couple of days {?}/ weeks {?} now..O_o and i'm really grateful for having such an understandng, loving and forgiving Arnie...T_T

daming pangyayari..O_o

galit sya s kin. si a**. feeling ko, ako pnptamaan nya. kasi namn., kslanan ko bang mging bc at d n mkpag-ayos ng gamit?! nwala pa tuloy ung pnaghrapan nyang card..O_o sorry nmn,

kung alam mo lang kung ganong panlulumo inabot ko noon. kasi nman..T_T nwala rin kya ung pnaka-ttago kong Gtec na alaala p ng una naming pgkkta...T_T

ung pnaghirapan nming research, kung san umbsent p kmi pra lng mtapos ang lahat---chapter 1-6, nwala lang lahat. tinanggal kami s grupo. wlang hiya. wlang hiya. ang sama. umabsent nga ako nung monday e..para makatakas s pghhrap ng loob n meron ako..T_T

instead, i went to UST [to have my schedule for the interview that i need to pass] and UPM to check out what i have to do to have my name on their enrollees.. i also went shopping with my mom to ease out a few things. besides,malapt n rin daw kasi dumating c dady! haha. [pray for his safety..O_o]

mgkasama kami ni arnie kanina., after class til almost 10 pm..^^ naglaro kaming o2 jam! haha. naadik n rin ata cla. hihi...^^

Kaya lng, pgkaalis nya,may nkta akong OL s YM ko..T_T it reminded me of my past, though i still have my present., hmm.. gulo. pero, totoo. na-nluv p ksi ako dito..

d nman s nwala si arn s kn, ngunit dhil nging bc xa, at may time sa akin itong isa, nainluv ako ng todo s knya, starstrucked nung una plang, knkilg s bwat salita at bwat gngwa. haaay. i think i was unfair. T_T

soobrang loyal nung isa,tapos, ako........T_T

nway. ok n kmi, may time n uli kmi ni arn pra s 1t-1,,,sweet pa..>,<

walang hiyang feb fair yan. nagpumilit pa ko mag-overnight, pra lang mpuntahn ang isa s mga pborito kong banda, ang URBANDUB, tpos, wla nman pla akong mapapala.!!! pero, sbgay. at least, mgksama kami at sweet. hihi, hihi..