UPCAT passer ako! yes!

after the long wait..XD pumasa ako ng UP manila... when i got to school, grabe! andaming bumati at sumuporta sa akin! andaming nag-congratulate, andaming yumakap para i-share ung BLISS na meron ako, simula pa lang nung nakta ko ung name ko.. once again, i felt that happiness--that feeling of importance kapag meron akong nagagwang mgandang bgay..lam naman kasi ng mga malapit tlga sa akin na mdalas akong magdrama--madalas kasi, feeling ko, "nobody cares" akala ko tlga, niloloko lang nla ako na pumasa ako ng UP MANILA,Bio Chem pa! natuwa ako, kasi nakta ko ulit ung mommy ko na sobrang saya para sa amin ng mga kaibigan ko..grabe, halos ipagsigawan na niya kung gano siya ka-proud sa akin..^^, very happy,,,XD

already over it.

i have posted in my multiply's blog the message my heart wanted to shout to the world last tuesday. [almost.] well, anyway.. it's all over between me and my feelings.. all i wanted was to be admired by someone everybody talks about.. i never expected it would come true.. i thought, i could make him fall for me--sadly,the joke was on me. how pathetic.i've learned my lesson, and i would want to say sorry to those who got involved. i feel helpless, i just made my lyf more miserable. what a horrible dreamer i was?! T_T

"year-end" party..>,< [and another date!]

our "year-end party" was held just yesterday inside our classroom, with 41 students who were able to attend the said party. it was so called "year-end" party, for the reason that not everyone of us were of religions which celebrate Christmas days. [but still, many were not able to attend because of some conditions which are unavoidable. it was such a "distress" for it would be the last party of our high school batch--for we'll soon be parting ways..=( while eating what everybody had prepared for the merrymaking,the Archi band was playing different songs for us to enjoy [then ceased for a while, so they too could eat] after giving our tummies a treat, picture-taking took off! there were 2 cameras, and so, we were alterring on the two when it comes to posing. [my camera had 400+ pics after everyone was satisied! check out my multiply for some of it, if I can successfully upload most of them..] though there was a conflict which almost broke up my mood, it was solved through eating..hehe.. [can you believe, I refused to take a picture, when I am the class' cam whore?] hehe... exchanging gifts and inspirational talks were things that followed. then, partying. the band played different songs, which sold to the audience [hehe].. then, we paraded all over our classrooms's building and then to the whole school--especially to the lower sections' place [haha] to show off our banner and how we unite as one section..[still taking photos while walking and shouting our cheer! after our party, we headed to Abbie's place to get ready for the "tripper's party", one that is for our "circle of friends".. MY ARNIE came, though he was from his duty...and there were heavy traffic...haaay...can't help falling in love with him...always...he's always the sweet, thoughtful and funny guy...he bought me medicine and dinner...>,< we were supposed to see the Parolan in UP, but I was already freezing in cold [and I can't let him hug me, especially in public..] I almost shrink for shame because of my pics with the school's heartthrob---which you can consider sweet...I think I made him jealous...>,<

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I was thinking of writing about what bliss I was feeling last night, until I have stumbled upon luki's blog. hey, I can't help myself if I still remember how I felt since second year high school. T_T but, i was happy anyway. just this last night, we went on singing Christmas Carols around Umalis Subd. with my friends and my loved one. >,<

Contest [s]..T_T

I was frustrated when my batchmate approached me, telling me that I was supposed to be with them earlier that day. It was monday, just yesterday, when they went to one of the renowned schools in Calamba [Colegio de San Juan de Letran]. Lyka, my batchmate, told me that our English teacher was thinking of having me in one of the categories of the BOOK WEEK contest. It seems that I have convinced her with what I wrote in the essay where I just doodled my ideas carelessly... I joined the VOlleyball team for our Inter-Section sportsfest, at the same time, I was substituting for Bona as a Badminton player---while I was one of the members of one of the committees involved. :D Anyway, this morning, we prepared for the cooking contest held by [insert org here--I couldn't remember, I was just trying out the foods while I was there, hence they proved me PG!!!]... We prepared "Tinumok", a main dish with Taro Leaves as main ingredient. We did not win any award, but its ok. :D at least, I was part of it..=P

feeling busy...;)

it's been ages since i last posted, and I'm sorry for those who were visiting... It's just that idleness have always been striking on me...besides, I'm too much busy with my school works...[huh?! since when?!] anyway, i have taken my USTet. It was easy, but I cannot assure people that I'm going to pass it. the only thing that made me happy during the test was there were sooooo maaaaaannnnyyyyy cute guys...>,< don't blame me, they all look good! ;) [but that doesn't mean I forget about my arnie...!] i missed him. i still remember the time that i took my UPCAT...he was there waiting for me...during my exams...it even rained, but he did not left me...>,< before UPCAt began, the proctor gave me a chocolate, and i knew it was him...and so, i was dreaming that I might experience the same...hehe...[but of course, he was in Laguna...T_T] hope we can be together again...T_T

USTet na! Ü

we--abbie, jaymie, llendl, celine and kim, filed an application form just this morning..cool! great thing was, we saw Alden of Calla LIly, walking around, from his building..[his classes had just ended..;)] ganda sa UST, high-tech! ;) after UST, I thought we would be going around the U-belt...unfortunately, we didn't. nway, we headed to Mall of Asia after..since it was traffic, our chaperones can't wait to go home..they just let us roam around, since most of them haven't gone there before..sad thing was, we were just given 2 hours! c'mon!! it was cool..but sad.. also because, me and my arnie haven't been together quite some time now, cause he's still busy..we will be having our anniversary of friendship--hope we can be together..T_T

I'm an honor!..Honor Ako!

From the 114 students of LBNHS, fourth year pilot sections,I triumphantly [huh?!] came out from the two sections as rank 23, overall [not sure with the total number of honors. ] with that, I can now give myself a rest from studying [feeling?!] and have a good night sleep for all hard work I did...[well, at least, tomorrow.] despite the toil that we did for the research project that our group have been working on for 3 months [?]...='c today [or until tonight?], those people whose efforts were appreciated [and considered..=P] are competing for a place in the regional level---defending their pride---their investigatory project! [I badly want a place too!] such a frustration.

weirdest fourth-year day ever.

I did not take a bath this morning. It was because I might have headache, and so I did not wash my hair..[waaaah! kahiya!! >,<] I arrived at school,almost late. haha.. anyway, it was weird because:

1. My adviser had me in her eyes..mainly, I think it was my fault also..=P I was absent for almost 1 week last week..and since there were many teachers who have soooo much effort teaching their students. [they still teach us, thought it is not very appropriate to do so..T_T] ...I was completing my notes when she called me to recite for the discussion we were having..[and she was laughing--like I was not attentive! h8 her!!!] I ANSWERED HER CORRECTLY ANyway---TLE subject
2. we were being accused of not attending to our outputs..T_T you know, it's not true! ---FIL
3. I reached out for the star! =P [I was recited for the past lessons--Circles, which were last discussed when we were still in third year..haha..--TRIGO class
4. This is one of the MOst Embarassing MOments this day. T_T...we were given an assignment..I was trying my best to listen, and still jot down notes. I did not know what to do and so, I asked the whole class,"Mam, san po isusulat to?"..the next thing I knew, the WHOLE class started laughing..! I did not know,weird,but they said it was just said by my teacher!! [embaraaaaaaaasing!!] --MAPEH
5. wrong grammar. Maybe this was the time that I was having my headache. [don't want to talk about it..T_T] --ENGLISh
6. sooooooooooo hard! All i could do was Staaare!!--CALCULUS
7. my teacher, the ever dedicated, Mr. JAvier..he tried to make as laugh..[he did succeed] but he did not made us listen! haha..[joke. maybe, this applies to just most of us..=P]--PhySICS
8. sleeping tym with Mrs. Pasagui! [joke]..good thing I haven't done anything to humiliate myself..T_T --ECOnomIcS
9. haaaaaaaaate research!!! we have to deal with another investigatory project again...! this tym, another problem is recquired!! haha...

my seatmate even told me, "ang t***a mo naman ngaung araw na to..."

haaay... I can't even believe myself. Maybe, it was because I'm still hung up to the Youth camp, the vacation, and other things not involving SCHOOl!!!

youth camp........=c

I went to school just this monday, having some of my things for the overnight with me..I was late,good thing my teacher didn't mind.. our grades were given an overview for the second quarter is over and i'm hoping to be an honor student..another thing done was the item analysis for every subjects' tests..fortunately, we were not forced to do it..haha.. anyway, I stayed in jobel's house last monday night so that I can be of free ride on the way to the campsite..on the time we were about to leave for the "journey", arnie somehow wanted to see me and so we met at the SM bicutan, since it is only a one-ride trip..hehe..[i've got to buy some toiletries so i agreed..=P] when we arrived at the campsite.....:

1. it was so unorganized--registrations were not yet started, and it was getting late
2. i saw jireh and his troop..[i badly miss spending time with them..]
3. campers were almost new, none of whom I know..[joke. there were regular campers there, but they're not the type i'd have conversations with..=P]