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Class Act

    Who would actually believe that someone never voted as a class officer (with the exception last high school to some subjects like Math and Biology which required separate nominations and elections) would claim herself a position during her sophomore year as class vice president, and much to your (MY) surprise, a student council panelist – with the honor of being the 2^nd year level representative?!

    Believe me, it's actually something whimsical since I never had the experience of beholding official positions for the class, especially the whole school's student council! And yes, I am acting like it's a big matter when for a matter of fact; it is not for some others who were popular – who I never actually was until college.

    In the first place, I was only voted as Vice President next to JR since we were the only ones always raising our hands whenever our instructors would ask, "Who here is a scholar?" Then, it is also only because JJ, another friend who would actually nominate for me when I thought that he was intended to vote for someone. Due to that, he even teased me that I should treat him for having been able to gather up votes for my position. O.o

    And now, I am facing the reality of doing what to do as my responsibility – disseminating the facts of our upcoming Acquaintance Party! Which excitingly fabulous motif is black and white, like what I always see for some debuts featured on Multiply by other teens my age! As early as now, I am actually having daydreams and fantasies of the event actually taking place, including what I am about to wear! XD Pretty sure, many others would actually have done the same upon receiving the news. XD

Reunion :), Laughtrip and actual interactions, XD

What happened this day :)

1. Reunion

It was with Nesty and Jam. the full trio of us, that I have actually been revived by the losing comforts of our friendship and companionship complementing each other. It’s really a great thing that we meet again since it has been like 3 months before we actually see each other again. If only Nesty would have a surname more advanced, alphabetically speaking, then there would be no need for us to be THAT separated. Too bad, it would be an act of striking the moon.

2. Laughtrip

Whenever I recall the things that made me laugh these past few days, I would not simply ignore the song Polly Rose entertained us with. It was the first day of classes in English, and like most usual first day of school events, you would find yourself under the hot seat of introducing yourself and actually telling people you don’t know some basic knowledge about your personal stuff.

Back to my classmate Polly Rose, she actually included singing to be one of her talents which actually led to the inquisitive Mr. Tenorio to actually ask her to sing. Much to our surprise, we heard something not actually appropriate as to what song actually describes my classmates life. Mind you, I am actually listening! haha. “I’m a flirt” was definitely what I heard from how Polly defines her life! hahaha, it really is something I would want to laugh out from! XD

3. Actual interactions with other classmates~

Yes, you read it right. During the past few days of sophomore schooling, I have really found myself actually being isolated from the rest of them. Maybe it would be because I have a really close friend whom I don’t want to leave (unless we go our separate homes anyway). This Monday as a matter of fact, we were very sad because of what our lunch experience gave us. While eating, we were sad not because we only have each other but because other batch mates are not present around. By the time that we actually got out from the place, just through the street, were the many people of BSN 2-3, WITHOUT US!

Rude enough, some are even having their time for themselves and their vices like smoking. o.o

anyway, belated happy birthday to arnie! XD

Foodtrip

During summer, I thought schooling and studying and learning throughout all the days of my [then] upcoming school year, which is now, would actually make me more focused and cost me most of my time and health and make me lose some pounds again just like last year. [andaming sinabi?! Haha]

Anyway, I actually am not studying though I want to.

But I need to.

[but wait. About the title, it's actually because I had eaten about 4 times today, all meals I felt full and bloated. T_T]

So I have to go.

4 days already?!

I think it's almost more than that! How could I be so tired already when it was only four days since I started my classes, with two of the weekends gone by have already been given to me (unlike last semester which only had Sundays and Wednesdays considered to be day offs!)

Could you actually imagine having your 12 hours out of you just so you would stay at school? It's actually what most of scenarios anyone is most likely to encounter, but it's actually so tiring, making me yawn like forever while having classes!

There are actually teachers who would want perfect little students. The ones who would study in advance and have the perfect definition of whatever the topic is at hand, then, looking out for poor scholars who do not actually know everything, just something. However, I also think it would be best that we do some advance studying yet it would help us better that he announce whatever assignments shall we have.

Then there's this professor who's giving the students some pressure on reporting and the sort - in which the highest of the group grades would be exempted from one of the major exams all the students should have or else they would get a failing grade. XC

I feel like...

left alone. There will always be times like this, maybe because you can actually see people around you not wanting you around that you might just want to leave and be somewhere else other than where you are right now.

weary. Who wouldn't? After having almost 12 hours of having classes, I feel like I just want to sleep and dream throughout the night. Good thing I only have four days every week for classes, lest I be like someone who can not attend to other occasions other than schooling.

guilty. I think I have some guilt in me because of having girl friends this semester just for the sake of having someone with me during the trip from school to our home (well, actually, only until we reach the terminal.) During school hours, it is usually JJ and JR (coincidentally having the same pet names) whom I am with.

sick. I can actually feel some discomfort just below my tummy, especially when I pee. It's as if I have some kind of UTI or something.

idle. Yes, I know, this is really actually me. Yet I feel pressured because every instructor recurrently asks who among the class is a scholar, and since I have been pointed at by another scholar, then the two of us is known to be.

my first sophie day. XD

It all started at 4.30, in which time I woke up and had to sleep again for one hour. The alarm for 4.30 was intended for some test time - I mean, if I will be able to wake up at that time, then I'll be able to wake up at 5.30. You see, it usually takes 1 hour before I could prepare and leave home.I think it's better than other who bathe at 1 hour!

Then I walked through the village's busy streets to my friend, who's currently a freshman that we could go to school together. However, she already left because she had to be early. The thing is-she's TOO EARLY.

Through the journey, I have been with schoolmates whom I don't know actually. The thing is, they are Jam's boarding house-mates. Too bad she was too early to be one of them, now we couldn't be more together. Well at least I met her minutes before classes start.

Then there's someone so familiar I want to make him always stay - but he's actually more attached to his second semester friends. Anyway, at least he was always there to accompany me since he I'm the people whom I am very close to (referring to Jam and Nesty who happen to be in other sections distant from mine.) And I actually miss the times that we do lots of stuff incorporated with the most sincere laughters anyone would ever want.

And I miss the times when there were seven of us. And Lerry would be the quiet one who always had with his ears earplugs for some hardcore music which is actually considerable.. And Jazer who will always be the poet and the keen eyed-whatever who would always comment and debate over small things and would never want even his friends to open his mind. (I actually hate him for that.) And Jopo who will always be the charming and sweet guy who always is a friend when needed, an addiction actually to some of the ladies, but will always be loyal to -_- And JR who's always the comic actor and a great friend, enough said. (I won't like it anyway if I have to talk about someone who used to be....) And Nesty who's always the brainy girl and having always the extra mile towards everything conceivable.. and Jam who will always be my good friend and everything else...

You wouldn't believe this, but I was actually voted as Vice President of our class, just because they knew that I'm a scholar. boohoo.

I cannot believe it.

I can still remember the first time I had been to my high school. There were many students running and walking around and about while there were still time before classes start, then there are so many parents accompanying also their beloved first-time-in-hs child, and the teachers and the guards and the upper freshmen - they are all busy with what they were doing and all.

I myself was running and walking past the narrow sides of buildings which I thought would be a site of many memories. It was my first day, and we were having trouble of what section I am to go into and make new friends, and of course, make history.

And now, I find myself having my little sister growing up, literally, since we are almost the same height (which bothers me because she’s only a freshmen in high school and I’m a sophomore in college!) anyway, we were having trouble, again with the sections and all because she was intended to belong in an afternoon class- would you believe that!

I actually had lost my self control talking again and again about the matter. It was her fault that she belonged in the lower section. much like, the degradable section, because in it would be the students most likely dropping out of school because most of them are idle and are not being moderated by the teachers.

Good thing I had been to Kat’s yesterday and had her mom invited for us to arrange certain things for my sister’s classes. It turned out, after long walks and time spent waiting for many people involved, my sister is now under the third honor of the high sections in school.

cool. ;D Thanks be to God for giving us the opportunity to have her learn from her mistakes of being foolishly idled during her elementary and now we hope that she’d do best and make us proud.

Glory be to Him because without His works and guides, we would have never got the chance to make the most of our time giving my sister a chance to change and do better.

Did I hear it right? The road intended for less travel is currently under construction? And that just means I HAVE TO LEAVE HOME EARLIER so that I would reach my school in time! No offense but you see, it would cost me more time, more walks, more waiting in line and more money! x(

Talk about new school year. I think I have to get used to it. Good thing I have new classmates and old friends to accompany me through the whole semester - or maybe even TILL I GRADUATE!

yes, we are now under Block Sections. The worse part is, we are sectioned accordingly - and to be specific, alphabetically according to our school surnames! :(

I finally made it right~

Thanks to my new found friend Anne. :) Yes, she's someone I just know here on the internet, but you know what? I think it really is an interesting thing to have known someone and be friends and comfortable with her instantly. :) I have stumbled upon her site just this morning and we returned PMs and tags and comments.. and now, she helped me with my new blog!

Plus, there's this common thing about us that struck me most - we have the same school and we live in the same city and what else? Isn't that cool? :) I have been blogging for quite some time now and yet my friends whom I know, live somewhere else far... I can even remember the first blogger I met first online - Kim (boybawang.blogspot.com). It actually turned out that he was my close friend's elementary classmate, neighbor and family friend. :D We even had the experience of being in UST together for our first time. funny times. XD

Anyway, I have been staying awake an hour longer - till 5 am?! and I really can't help myself. Maybe because I have so much to do which I can not establish whenever everyone's awake. There are my PTCs and MyLot and blogging and my new addiction?! WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL! I have just started two nights ago and have made for myself an agreement of watching one episode a day, searching first through Veoh and YouTube. Having no luck, I tried search engines, and then there was sidereel.com. where there are lists of available links to all the episodes of the well-loved novel-turned-drama series. P.S. I just finished watching episode 4. Hope I could catch up to the events! :)

"I just don't want to miss anything."

I have downloaded the tracks Secondhand Serenade have months ago, and I am currently having my first time listening to them. To my surprise, I am having some hard time myself because these songs are so dramatic and romantically involved when it comes to emotions that you want to portray.

And now, because of this, I think I am missing someone...Especially now that he actually posted that he would be away from the blogging world for some time, with his baggages being readied for tomorrow morning.

I think it's just what some newborn teenage Christians would actually be conscious about because most of the people our age have their own romantically close friends....

And to think that I had one for a long time, and in which I have fallen so hard - and deep - it would be such a struggle to keep him from coming back to you and all those memories, which happen to be always happy and exciting and the ones you can never forget. How I wish I could make him understand.

However, I have made my decision of following after Christ, and yes, I was very well informed that it is one of the things that I would lost - a lover. Well, I am glad the drama was over. Good thing I have stumbled upon Tita Tetch's blog (and it was oh-so-relieving.)

Want to join me be comforted? Click here.

another award! :D

I have received this award from MIMAI and I thank her for it. However, it has long been long time ago, yet I only posted it just now. *sorry if laziness struck!*

The rules of this award are as follows:

1) You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserving of this award for their creativity, design, interesting material, and also for contributing to the blogging community, no matter what language.

2) Each award has to have the name of the author and also a link to his or her blog to be visited by everyone.

3) Each award winner has to show the award and put the name and link to the blog that has given her or him the award itself.

4) Award-winners and the one who has given the prize have to show the link of "Arte y Pico" blog, so everyone will know the origin of this award. Make sure to visit the link. http://arteypico.blogspot.com/ Now, my awardees are the following...:D

>>>>ennah the comsci student! :)

>>>>jeme the future dentist :)

>>>>bugits my IT friend :)

>>>>arn who's on leave :)

>>>>dihar the 'mysterious' girl :)

(sorry naman kung inconsistent yung pag-describe ko sa mga tagged ko! haha. peace! XD)

I missed Jobel.

Since Saturday night, my mother, my sister and I have been to Parañaque for an invitation by the Sornillo family of staying to their home...and I missed being on their very inviting home. We arrived there at about some minutes past 6pm, and what greeted us was the manila paper in which Bij scribbled, "Welcome Home Jobel"...(it's because Jobel attended a 1month long summer camp at Bacolod)

Anyway, walang pics during those moments so nvm na lang. haha. ang tamad ko talaga mag-pic. XO tapos, na-amaze na naman ako sa napakaraming libro ng "Sornillo Library", at andami ko pang nakita na nasa aking "must-read" books. haay. sayang nga lang dahil hiniram ko muna yung Nancy Drew niya.

nanood kasi kami Saturday night ng Nancy Drew the movie, tapos ayun, bumalik na naman yung eagerness ko na magbasa ng Nancy Drew books, pero dati kasi natigil na dahil naging tamad at kunwaring busy sa school. kaya hiniram ko nga yung book nilang dalawa. and mind you, for the first time, nagbasa ng novel si Cindy!! hahahahaha :))

At siyempre hindi pa tapos ang mga impluwensiya sa akin nilang magkapatid. Andun yung mag-aral ng piano ulit dahil may mga sessions sila bago kami umalis, saka nung gabi pinag-aralan namin yung mga beginner's book nila. haha. katuwa. sana naman matupad pa ang mga frustrations ko,db?

Katuwa talaga yung taong yun. haha. pero, hindi ko rin minsan maintindihan. hahaha, kasi minsan tahimik siya at mahiyain, minsan maingay at makulit. haha. naalala ko tuloy yung mga kwentuhan namin tuwing sundays years ago. sayang, hindi ko man lang nagamit yung bawat moment para lalo pa kami maging close. akala ko kasi noon, every sunday talaga kami magkikita since members naman ang parents niya sa church tulad ng sa akin.

haay. nvm. nway,I could live in a place like theirs someday. pero sana hindi kapag matanda na ako. sana kasama ko pa rin ang family ko sa lugar na iyon. ayoko pa magkababy pag nangyari na yun. gusto ko pa rin ng maayos na buhay, ganong pamumuhay.

pero, I can only dream. yes, it's only a dream.

As of now, I am still contained with what I am and with what I have and with my God. :) kaya okay na rin. haha, gusto ko lang din sana na mangyari. haha. :)