pineapple madness.

it has been a long day for me - though I woke up at around 10-11 am - doing everyday routines like sweeping the floor, dish washing (I am scheduled every one day), tv watching and of course, surfing the net. I had a hard time anyway because my sister and I share our computer thus making it hard for me to share my thoughts.

Why pineapple? It's my healthy snack. I had to make sure that there is a supply of pineapples everyday, and we do a sweetened snack (so easy to do) so that my body would avail itself of detoxification....but anyway I think it's still on the process. XP Imagine I ate about 4 cups of sweetened pineapple just this whole day [or at least during afternoon onwards)!

wait. why do I conceive the rolling pineapple from 50 First Dates? o.o

Anyway, my parents just talked about financial relations over the internet [because my dad is in KSA], and just think of our current situation! I know that they are already fine with each other but just picture that my dad has his business with him, and my mom is helping, but still there are no cash left for miscellaneous things that we also need to pay for..I just hate it when there will be a reality check. Thanks to my grandma, she still helps us whenever we are short on budget - however my dad don't want us to ask for help from her. Reality check, she's just helping us because you can't. I'm not mad at you dad, okay. I'm just wondering why does it have to be this way.

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About my real thoughts about God, I think I still have a lot more to work up on. talk about spending time in my devotions. -_- most of the days,I did accomplish reading His word and marveling on the thoughts and inculcating the sense of it all to myself, but then there would be those times that I feel like I am only doing so because it is one of my duties. I hope and still pray that God will still bless me in my devotions and that He would grant me the desires of my heart, while praising and glorifying Him. ._.

wasting time.

I just spent my afternoon doing nothing, because my mom has dragged me with her to Alabang, where she does business.., and it has been 4 hours! I could have done so many things here in our home! T_T

actually, I have no guts, nor plans, to leave her alone, because she has no one to accompany her and also because she would have no one to help her carry her luggages from her direct selling business...

She might have seen that I was not in a good mood, she went with me and wandered around the mall, where we are at, and bought me some ice cream! ;) or whatever that may be called. [the picture shows a frozen yogurt, but I like it still.] I think it was the same kind above because it behaves not like the ice cream I usually eat, especially the taste. ooh. it's mouth watering. T_T

vacation countdown...

After almost two months of not being able to see nor feel the likes of my College school, I have been in it again just this early morning to enroll for my Second Year classes. There were many people already so I think there would be long lines for payments and registrations and all --- and I was right.

Anyway, early birds included Jam (whom I really miss), Marie (whom I really look upon to! She got 1.28 for her average last semester..-_-), Dahreen (a friend who earns a lot this summer), Evon (a seatmate during Filipino class), Sheryl and Lea (my group mates for our NSTP class) and many others.

I think that I actually missed them. haha. who wouldn't? I miss the times that we were united by a passion not to attend a class of a boring teacher and to do a project hastily. -_- The coming year would not be the same for us because we will be all separated by the alphabetical listing of sections.. *sigh*

Well at least, the latecomer, JR who's one of my close friends during my early times in our school is again one of my future classmates and I hope that we can share a bond that is for us, just like the old times. Nesty, Jopo and Jam, our other close friends will never again be our classmates again. T_T

what happens when you put salt in a mango shake?

you read it right, and it was my mom who did it. She accidentally put salt in our smoothie because she was in a haste. -_- anyway, it was last Thursday when I was with my friends [since high school] to celebrate my classmates' niece's Christening. :) it was also when we ate food for lunch and siesta together again, sang in the videoke prepared for the event and took pictures for vanity purposes. XD though we're not complete, I can still see and feel that time is not wasted with my friends, ü

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Feanne obsession [?]

It all started last week when I saw Angeli Sobrepeña making art beads from Polymer Clay, that I decided to do some browsing on her works. I checked her out through my multiply and saw even those online businesses that are already become my contact [though I still haven't bought anything from them yet.] My Little Dress was one of them, and I browsed for their products and one thing caught my attention: their photographer, Valerie Chua. From Valerie's profiles and all, there I saw [finally] Feanne Mauricio who is really someone not ordinary. I really think that she's someone cool, especially that she is an artist with so many artworks that she can be proud of, and everything else.

I can't help myself not to mingle with her online sentiments, with pretty artworks and kitten-related things - and not to mention violet get-ups! [I especially love her new year look x]] anyway, I don't think I am suitable enough to describe her, that my vocabulary is way much less than hers. -_-

I'm just saying that she's my new icon, if that's to be permitted. --,

Let me defend myself.

So, it was my fault that I didn't join in the fun last April z because you already said that the celebration will be on April y, so I have decided to join you in the latter event BUT it wasn't my fault that the other celebrant invited me the other day, April x, to be with her because it would be her celebration day.

The point is, why make me go with you on that day when you know that I am in a deal of distance from where you are, and that I have to be wise on when to go to your place and why. If I have to go there for without reason and without my mom's support, why would I go there?

April x was her celebration and April y was HeR's. Isn't that reasonable enough? why do you have to be so mad at me! and use the reason that I am with her just because she treats me of things...

honestly,why are you so immature?

The urge of earning.

Just last week, after arriving home from the famous island of the Philippines, [if you'll be asking most party-goers and socialites], I have come to realize that not only by working would I want to earn but also through the internet...

I have seen people referring to Bux.to as one of the good ones, and so I have tried it. Then there's MyLot and SurfJunky... of all the three, I have enjoyed SurfJunky because there won't be any need for much work, and you earn as easy as you learn 1-2-3. For some reasons, I invited some friends to be my referrals - and they did - but after some serious research by one of them, turns out that SurfJunky is only a scam!

It just knocks me down whenever I think of it. It's the one I have focused myself into yet it is the one that betrayed my trust. I sure do hope that it would not be the same again. I will remember to always search around anyway before having to do things over and even damaging my own name or bank account! ö

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just arrived..

hardly 24 hours before, i have come again to my hometown, my home. it has been 2 weeks and 2 days that I was away from here.. i missed my family, my computer and my bed... at last, i could sleep peacefully again, without any time that i should be waking up.

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anyway, we boarded Negros Navigation, from Palawan, which stopped over Caticlan, then to Manila. there's this guy who helped me of my biggest bag, and has given us tips on how to go to Parañaque..

such a great guy, yet i didn't have the chance to get his name, even if we were onboard for 14 hours...

we arrived at Parañaque last Sunday, April 20. we didn't go home that night because we were invited by the Rominas to stay with them until Monday morning, which was consequently moved to Tuesday because it was Krizzia's birthday, yet our departure was then moved again to Wednesday because there was this conflict between the parents, involving my mom.

i have been the subject of laughter for some time now, because of my sleeping habits and all. shamefully true anyway. there's my mom who did not appreciate what i got for her--pillowcases from a rural ukay shop--which really is something cute, but i wasn't aware that its zipper was broken. and so, i am really in a downfall right now. plus this sister who doesn't obey our mom, and me.

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about the trouble with the parents, it involved first of us, the children. i apologized to someone because i am not getting in touch with her lately, and it was because 'other' friend always turns her away from me, not wanting for us three to converse and so., things happen,

then that former [former-latter, not former=past] friend's mom asked my mom last monday why we're not talking and my mom answered plainly honest. then, tita extended that issue to the latter's mom and things got worse...and worse.

however, by now, all things are settled because it is managed with consent from our pastor...

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i have no control for my feelings right now, and have decided to live for God. it's a great blessing what Pas. Rene had preached last April 13 at ARBC... about choosing handsome unbeliever lover over a divine God, and he's right. i shouldn't let go of God, but of that unbeliever...

here in aklan...;)

it's funny to be here in a way that you could say that "i'm having my vacation"... i'm out of the city, and have travelled through bus and ships, multicabs and pedicabs which can accomodate more people than the usual. but it's actually sad to be far from your family. there's this issue about closeness and keeping secrets... there's this issue about missing someoneS. haha. and i don't know how to deal with my testimony, if they have already accepted it or not. if it's right or wrong. so let me tell you these things in detail today. in less than 35 minutes' time [i only rented a pc]

okay, first things first. about the testimony. so, it's a written output of a confessing christian, summarizing what happened to her as her transformation from a sinner to a saved woman of God, at the same time evangelizing, glorifying and praising in God's name...so that those who read of it will also be saved. i was interviewed for the church membership in MCBC just last april 6, the night when ate janet and ate dyan were baptized. there's this thing with being friends and unequal yoking for Christ and for unbelievers...and that i can't be with those who don't recognize Christ as their Savior. so, goodbye my almost lover...

sana mabasa mo to.

regarding aklan, i am enjoying the different foods which they serve us. there's this 'inuburan' which uses the 'ubod' of a young banana shoot as the main ingredient...it's so much of a good taste, and i'll be missing it because it's only cooked here. i think. there's also this clean environment and early-to-bed-early-to-rise environment, because people are all hardworking... they cook food early and go to work early, and of course, go home early. at about 5.30 or just when darkness strikes, you can see the people increasing, especially the transport vehicles, so it's hard to stay late at night if you are not to be in your own house, and without a vehicle.

i only complain about the fellowship i am getting from my vacation-mates, because they are buddies from the church since they met, and i'm the shy and quiet girl that i am so you expect me get lost and be upon by myself..there are those issues that only they would know, there would be things that they are the only ones who can talk about, and i'm getting sick of it. i guess.

good thing the revesencio sisters are all accomodating and they treat as well.. i am also being influenced by their family's faith in God, thinking that i should kick up the notch this time..

anyway, i have brought my betraying camera which i think is the worst in the world. how could it be a photographer by night?! you know what i mean?! whenever i shoot pictures of the world with the sunlight present, it would be giving out pictures with too much light on, much like just a white image. i hate it!
there's this time that we are on a ship and that you could see boracay island, picture perfect with the right amount of sunrise on it, and then it turned out to be an image not meant to be. if only i could buy a NIkon D40 whatever which is much like that of professionals, then i could be a pro myself. T_T
but still, since i should be contented, then i'll be patient till i can get my own work. [huh?!]

and then, there is the church which is a fellowship for all...but just last this friday after my first attendance of a night prayer meeting, there was this couple who was involved with an accident because they get rid of a dog on their way....we prayed for it, and you can feel the sincerity of the whole congregation...[i felt it more during the accident but felt it earlier during the prayer meeting]..it's good to hear the desires of the church being reported to God and all,,

about my friends in the opposite sex,i feel very neutral. yet i want to feel happiness and all. there's arnie whom i have labelled as friend, because it is meant to be that way since i am devoting myself to God, and then there's ian..who knows that i am devoted to God..he still confessed that i caught his attention and all [though he argues with me through text all the time] and there's kuya joseph who, i think is to be forgotten.

i miss my mom. i miss cindy. i miss dad. i miss school. i miss jam. i miss nesty. i miss jr. i miss arn.