The urge of earning.

Just last week, after arriving home from the famous island of the Philippines, [if you'll be asking most party-goers and socialites], I have come to realize that not only by working would I want to earn but also through the internet...

I have seen people referring to Bux.to as one of the good ones, and so I have tried it. Then there's MyLot and SurfJunky... of all the three, I have enjoyed SurfJunky because there won't be any need for much work, and you earn as easy as you learn 1-2-3. For some reasons, I invited some friends to be my referrals - and they did - but after some serious research by one of them, turns out that SurfJunky is only a scam!

It just knocks me down whenever I think of it. It's the one I have focused myself into yet it is the one that betrayed my trust. I sure do hope that it would not be the same again. I will remember to always search around anyway before having to do things over and even damaging my own name or bank account! ö

new PTCs, by the way. XD one two three

just arrived..

hardly 24 hours before, i have come again to my hometown, my home. it has been 2 weeks and 2 days that I was away from here.. i missed my family, my computer and my bed... at last, i could sleep peacefully again, without any time that i should be waking up.

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anyway, we boarded Negros Navigation, from Palawan, which stopped over Caticlan, then to Manila. there's this guy who helped me of my biggest bag, and has given us tips on how to go to Parañaque..

such a great guy, yet i didn't have the chance to get his name, even if we were onboard for 14 hours...

we arrived at Parañaque last Sunday, April 20. we didn't go home that night because we were invited by the Rominas to stay with them until Monday morning, which was consequently moved to Tuesday because it was Krizzia's birthday, yet our departure was then moved again to Wednesday because there was this conflict between the parents, involving my mom.

i have been the subject of laughter for some time now, because of my sleeping habits and all. shamefully true anyway. there's my mom who did not appreciate what i got for her--pillowcases from a rural ukay shop--which really is something cute, but i wasn't aware that its zipper was broken. and so, i am really in a downfall right now. plus this sister who doesn't obey our mom, and me.

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about the trouble with the parents, it involved first of us, the children. i apologized to someone because i am not getting in touch with her lately, and it was because 'other' friend always turns her away from me, not wanting for us three to converse and so., things happen,

then that former [former-latter, not former=past] friend's mom asked my mom last monday why we're not talking and my mom answered plainly honest. then, tita extended that issue to the latter's mom and things got worse...and worse.

however, by now, all things are settled because it is managed with consent from our pastor...

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i have no control for my feelings right now, and have decided to live for God. it's a great blessing what Pas. Rene had preached last April 13 at ARBC... about choosing handsome unbeliever lover over a divine God, and he's right. i shouldn't let go of God, but of that unbeliever...

here in aklan...;)

it's funny to be here in a way that you could say that "i'm having my vacation"... i'm out of the city, and have travelled through bus and ships, multicabs and pedicabs which can accomodate more people than the usual. but it's actually sad to be far from your family. there's this issue about closeness and keeping secrets... there's this issue about missing someoneS. haha. and i don't know how to deal with my testimony, if they have already accepted it or not. if it's right or wrong. so let me tell you these things in detail today. in less than 35 minutes' time [i only rented a pc]

okay, first things first. about the testimony. so, it's a written output of a confessing christian, summarizing what happened to her as her transformation from a sinner to a saved woman of God, at the same time evangelizing, glorifying and praising in God's name...so that those who read of it will also be saved. i was interviewed for the church membership in MCBC just last april 6, the night when ate janet and ate dyan were baptized. there's this thing with being friends and unequal yoking for Christ and for unbelievers...and that i can't be with those who don't recognize Christ as their Savior. so, goodbye my almost lover...

sana mabasa mo to.

regarding aklan, i am enjoying the different foods which they serve us. there's this 'inuburan' which uses the 'ubod' of a young banana shoot as the main ingredient...it's so much of a good taste, and i'll be missing it because it's only cooked here. i think. there's also this clean environment and early-to-bed-early-to-rise environment, because people are all hardworking... they cook food early and go to work early, and of course, go home early. at about 5.30 or just when darkness strikes, you can see the people increasing, especially the transport vehicles, so it's hard to stay late at night if you are not to be in your own house, and without a vehicle.

i only complain about the fellowship i am getting from my vacation-mates, because they are buddies from the church since they met, and i'm the shy and quiet girl that i am so you expect me get lost and be upon by myself..there are those issues that only they would know, there would be things that they are the only ones who can talk about, and i'm getting sick of it. i guess.

good thing the revesencio sisters are all accomodating and they treat as well.. i am also being influenced by their family's faith in God, thinking that i should kick up the notch this time..

anyway, i have brought my betraying camera which i think is the worst in the world. how could it be a photographer by night?! you know what i mean?! whenever i shoot pictures of the world with the sunlight present, it would be giving out pictures with too much light on, much like just a white image. i hate it!
there's this time that we are on a ship and that you could see boracay island, picture perfect with the right amount of sunrise on it, and then it turned out to be an image not meant to be. if only i could buy a NIkon D40 whatever which is much like that of professionals, then i could be a pro myself. T_T
but still, since i should be contented, then i'll be patient till i can get my own work. [huh?!]

and then, there is the church which is a fellowship for all...but just last this friday after my first attendance of a night prayer meeting, there was this couple who was involved with an accident because they get rid of a dog on their way....we prayed for it, and you can feel the sincerity of the whole congregation...[i felt it more during the accident but felt it earlier during the prayer meeting]..it's good to hear the desires of the church being reported to God and all,,

about my friends in the opposite sex,i feel very neutral. yet i want to feel happiness and all. there's arnie whom i have labelled as friend, because it is meant to be that way since i am devoting myself to God, and then there's ian..who knows that i am devoted to God..he still confessed that i caught his attention and all [though he argues with me through text all the time] and there's kuya joseph who, i think is to be forgotten.

i miss my mom. i miss cindy. i miss dad. i miss school. i miss jam. i miss nesty. i miss jr. i miss arn.

march updates. XD

last month passed by, and so did many things.

there's Cindy's graduation, in which i was able to see my friend, Bi-ean and her father, and Arnie who was personally invited by my family, and there's Mark who bugged me for my notes in Biology, our exam the day after, the last of the Final Exams. much for the graduation is another problem - where would my sister be for high school? it has been rumored that it is now more strict to enroll in the high school i went into for her batch starting this June.

there's also this Unlimited Unlimitxt in which i was surprised to know that i have been able to SMS friends of the same network, unlimitedly [unlike others who have theirs for only 24 hours, mine is still active for more than a week! cool!

also, in the same month, i have since been a close friend to one of my crushes [?]...haha! funny because we only met once, yet it's as if we knew each other for how long...;) but, he's graduating now. anyhow, i still am happy for being such friends with cool people like kuya Joseph. XD another weird thing, is that, he's friends with one of Arnie's past patients. hehe.

sad part of my month? the end of the semester, and having future classmates according to the alphabetical arrangement of my batch's students. [at least, i can be classmates again with one of my close friends during the first sem--JR.] there's even this time when we had to stay late for school just to savor the last time that Jam, Nesty and I are classmates, by acquiring and exchanging personal letters from each one.

anyway, there's this invitation from a family friend to have a vacation with them at Kalibo, Aklan, with the chance to be in Boracay for two weeks! cool... good thing, i have been allowed to go since this summer would be the last free summer that i am going to have for the next 4 years!

[and i know. i SHOULD prepare.]

we are leaving on monday. i'll surely miss my friends. and my pc. T_T

Almost summer XD

I've been doing this for awhile now. Getting up early in the morning so that I could study for a quiz, or memorize for the speech that we are about to deliver this coming morning. J I know, there's always this cramming and rushing - again!

Since I miss the times when I devote some of my time doing blogging, I might as well update my long-forgotten blog which has a layout waiting for me to install. I've designed that layout and my "encoder" just can't wait to see it online – yet, as I have said, I have missed updating it.

Anyway, I miss to do blog hopping, too! [I've been waiting for the summer to arrive so that I could start doing things that I have enjoyed doing. J]

As of now, I am happy and contented with what I am and what I have, because I know that God is the One who gave these to me, and I'm just glad that every time I go to school and be at home, I am always safe and hasn't undergone the kidnapping drama that is widespread among our region (the internal organ-takers!) Also, my family is in a stable condition now, without that much worrying about finances and all…

The Rominas are not leaving the country soon, as opposed to the decisions made earlier this year – and I am also thankful for that because not only we shall keep our friends physically, we can also enjoy each other's company for a longer time and share new experiences that we could encounter in the upcoming days. I think that only the fact that they will not be able to supply us loads of chocolate will be the ONLY reason why I would want them to continue their migration – haha. XD

And then, let me tell you about our Foundation Week at school held last February in which I enjoyed new experiences with my classmates and new friends either because of working for the "café liberate" [is that our shop's name?! I can't remember!!] or because I had time to go back and forth Los Baños where my high school friends are. P.S. they helped me with my project in Biology, which was the preservation of animals (I chose insects, which require a comparative report) and they were the ones who caught 2 different grasshoppers which I searched in the internet for about a whole day!

With the event, I have enjoyed some time serving customers [which include the cute former Mr. (insert my school here) and those whom they say <s>like</s> me. I had the opportunity to watch the band which I enjoyed during the acquaintance party [they sing paramore hits], the inter-math competition in which I knew "matt evans of the School of Engineering" and in which I enjoyed a short time accompanying my former teacher who influenced me much on my mathematical ability – or should I wish!? Haha.

About people around me, it's a good thing having friends around, though I'm not as much a busy person like them (Nesty!) and that there will always be that "special friend" – which is not imaginary – who will always be one text away. . .J

And another friend whom I also enjoy company with XP

Of birthdays

It's now my birthday. My early present, materially would be the bracelet Phoebe gave me just last Sunday and the butterfly keychain Jam gave me. She said it was from a store in Paete in which she had just first time shopping.

Emotionally, I think I am given mixed emotions for the things I did. Flunking in an exam would be the perfect example of the negative side. It happens so fast that I do not know how to feel. Earlier today was when I found my name on the Dean's list and couldn't find a reason why not to be happy until foolishness and stupidity hit me on the head face-to-face.

I can still remember the same situation last year for January 22. We also were taking our first day exams and the UPCAT results, where I found my name, were released. It was such a remarkable and overwhelmingly joyful experience that I got to share even with one of the people who hated me so much. It even turned out great because he even complimented me by saying, "I know, pangalan mo pa nga ang una kong hinanap e. galling! Biochem sa UPM…" so much like that. My classmates and friends on the other hand were also gleeful for us and the thing that they said to me for the nth time was "ang galing naman ng pa-birthday sa iyo"…

Two years ago, on the same day of my birthday [actually, it was midnight then], two people were contesting of being the one to greet me – the first past the post? A*nie. [The other one still don't know that he was past the former.] Then last year, it was solitary. He was the only to one to greet me. Earlier this very hour anyway, it was only my mom.

And I don't get it.

DEPRESSED.

I'm kind of depressed right now. Lately, I have been so busy with studying that I can't even remember how to relax, I guess. Paper works are due throughout the week, until weekends, and midterm exams keep on coming. In addition, quizzes and class performances are also teeming because the grades are due sometime in the first week of February.

Another thing is that the issue of the centennial anniversary of UP, wherein I should have been a part of it. A thing that makes me regret everything that happened during the last 2007. I think I could never leave the fact that I still would want to be part of a renowned university where my friends and the people surrounding me are all part of this whole society that has long been established and has been standing with great pride just by being part of it. It doesn't really matter if you're failing or whatever standing you have or whatever positions you garnered inside it, but the fact that you are one of them makes you so proud.

I remember one time when I was in UPM that I was savoring every moment that I was in my supposed to be university. I actually couldn't wait for the first day of class that I will be having. I even imagined myself with the cute bio guy from Chiang Kai Shek, or even the BS Nursing student who is one of the guides or something [meaning from the second year], or his companion. J

Seriously Maddening!

Second time for school after the dengue + confinement happened… I think it would be my most awaited day for this week—why wouldn't it be? I had to make up for the prelim exam for physics that I missed last, last Saturday because of my admission at the hospital!

What I had gone through, you must ask!
It was yesterday when I had to fill out the completion form which has several copies that needed to be accomplished. I have waited until 6.30 in the evening [last time that I did spent my evening at school was for the Ms. School of Nursing pageant] just to avail of the special examination for the said course, which I should have spent for attending the RCM at LB. my teacher did not allow me to take the test because I have not completed the form which was supposed to be the special exam permit.

Darn.

I have miscalculated my schedule and I have suffered the consequence—I searched for my instructor room after room from each floor of [luckily] two [only] buildings. After almost 45 minutes, I found her walking down the hallway in which I have passed [and looked through] twice! HOW COULD I HAVE MISSED HER! And my bag was so much of a pain to bear!

Well anyway, I have taken the test. It was tough—for those who haven't have time to review. Hopefully, I will pass.

January 7

After spending the rest of my vacation having myself confined to the four-walled room 209 of Pamana Medical Center, I was home again, at last. I was released by my doctor after she monitored [did she?] my vital signs and all. My case? Grade 1 dengue.. and it was my first time to be an in-patient. The visitors I had was even kidding me—they said I was supposed to be the one taking care of the patients and not be the patient myself.

Photos will be coming soon. Hopefully.

Award! ||salamat XD||

First time ko nga pala magkaroon ng award… salamat kay "kuya tanom"…;)

Ewan ko ba kung anong meron, pero, next time ko na lang ilalagay sa site ko. Hehe. Salamat ulit. ;)

Kahit hindi ako nagb-blog hop these days, salamat.

Nakakapag-post nga lang ako dahil dito sa MS Word 07, na pwede akong mag-publish ng blog agad. Hehe..

 

Feeling busy ang nursing student…may anatomy na kasi.

Ngapla, p515.04 lang binayaran ko this sem!! XD

Saka, may 7 ang total ng sciences na kelangan naming pag-aralan ngayon. T_T

Tapos, hindi ko pa classmate sila…

T_T

 

La lang.

Pero, salamat na rin at may Arnie. XD